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Callie pov

Early morning the following day and I can't wait to get my hands in the cars that have been sitting around, I haven't touched them since I left to go to Jacob parents and I'm ready to get my hands dirty, I have missed playing around with them. Normally I would go on a run to clear my head before starting on the car but I'm too eager to do that, they have been sat there waiting for me and who am I too disappoint, grabbing the gloves from the side I look for my trainers knowing I throw them off somewhere, spotting one I try to find the other, running back upstairs I find the second trainer and wonder how I managed to get one trainer upstairs, playing with my trainers I hear my laptop ping with mail and wonder whether to read it or ignore it, I haven't heard back from my brother in a while. Walking over to my laptop that sits on a coffee table I take a seat in front of it nervous as I think I asked him to meet me last time to say sorry, lifting the laptop up I click on the emails to see jay name there

to Callie 

from jay

Why would you think we wouldn't be proud to hear you enlisted, I would off been one proud brother to know I had a sister who was serving but you didn't write, you didn't call and left me wondering. Back to your question I'm doing good, I missed having a sister to annoy and talk too. I would love to meet you and talk in person instead of emails but how do I know you wont run off again, you couldn't form your words last time you seen me, if your certain you want to meet, meet me at the cafe on sixth street Wednesday ten o'clock, I look forward to see you. I walked into Zoey she told me she spoke to you, she was surprised as I was to hear about you enlisting but she told me about your fiancé, it would off been nice to know you was going to get married but I'm sorry to hear he didn't make it. Have you told father all of this as he would love to hear about this, you know we would off been there for you when you lost him, father knows what it's like losing someone he loves. 

Emailing my brother back and forth I know it isn't fair on him I owe him an actually explanation instead of hearing it from Zoey, I wish she kept some things I tell her a secret but not when the gossip too big for her to ignore and it was just that bad she having to run into my brother, it wouldn't of shocked me if she went out and looked for him to tell him everything. Closing my laptop I don't reply as Wednesday is only a couple of days from now and if I meet him I could tell him how sorry I am and it being in a cafe I know he wont raise his voice at me in front of everyone. Trying not to think about everything I start on the car that has jacks under it wanting to get it sorted soon, there's so much I could be doing to it. Changing a couple of parts with the old ones rusted I think about the colour, its going to need a couple of layers of paint and try to get some of the dings out, I never cared about the cost this would bring me as I haven't treated myself in years or needed to buy not as I had everything I needed in the boys who watched my back. 

Running inside I come out with a piece of paper and a pen writing down the parts i'm going to need knowing the rust has eaten though quite a few parts, laying the paper down I climb inside wanting to listen to some music only to find the radio is out dated. The car is old but when I finished with it I know it will good like brand new if I can get the parts for it. Jumping to my feet I rip the paper off the notepad and slide it in my jeans pocket ready to head to the garage at some point. Taking a quick minute the post man walks up handing me a letter only for me to recognise the handwriting, giving the post man I quick nod I take a seat on the steps ready to hear from the boys after they threaten they come if I didn't write back, I miss seeing them and can't wait to see them. 

girlie 

The time would help with everything but it's nice to know you're keeping busy with the car I can't wait to see it when you have finished or maybe we come help, we found out we have leave in two weeks, we can't wait to see you and empty your fridges, we all miss you. Callie I know it can't be easy telling your brother everything and maybe you emailing each other first is a step into the right direction, explain to your brother that you can't tell him everything but will in time, I know it will get better angel face. The memories of kai will linger and no one expects for you to move on or forget about him, none of us know what its like losing a love one but you should know we are always there for you, keep your head up you got this. Kai would be proud of the women you are, you was always his princess, remember the time it started raining and he drag you outside to just stand there and appreciate the little things, the smile on your face was the biggest we all seen. We want to see your smile again, instead of thinking about what ifs and start thinking about the memories you shared. He's your angel and he will always have a piece of your heart, we are proud of you. Sending our love little one. 

the boys

Hearing the boys are coming in two weeks makes me want to fresh up the apartment up and hide all my snacks, those boys would empty my fridge and freezer if given half the chance, which I wouldn't be giving as when the time comes ill be hiding everything sweet, but it wont do as the boys would drag me to the shop only to treat them moaning i'm not a good hostess. Thinking about the boys visit I know I have a spare bedroom with a bed in there, even though knowing them that wouldn't do, they end up top and tailing with me. Sliding the letter into my pockets i'm excited for the visit, its been so long since I have last seen them and thinking about everything I can't wait to be ripped into about the car I picked and decided to turn around, they spend a couple days with me adding to the car before going to there families either dragging me alone or one of them staying with me, I appreciate everything they have done for me and still do, they are my hero's.