Sweetest Sin

Chapter Eight- The Holy Day

As my first official week at this Catholic boarding school had officially begun, I could feel a sense of excitement that I never thought I would feel here. But this was because it was Sunday, the day when I could finally let loose and let off some steam after curfew. I imagined the feeling of no limitations, no adults, and no religion brought up for at least an hour or until I drank enough that I didn’t care. I craved a hit of anything “forbidden” as I found myself dream of it until I could get my hands on it again. Speaking of things that I wanted to get my hands on...I found my mind to linger on Gabriele. I had dreamed of him every night since I arrived, but the dreams got more erotic each time him and I would share a moment-I was finding myself sexually repressed in a location where it seemed more tempting than ever…

As church had finished and we weren’t forced into the classroom, we were instructed that this is the day of rest. Chores were done on Saturdays, which I got to sit out due to my “emotional turmoil” brought on by the blood that I could still feel on my skin. In the time that others were forced into doing chores, I was allowed to move into a room with Tessa-whom I felt was my one true friend in this entire place. I was also afraid that I was a bad influence on her, as she was the proper girl-the aced student, and the abstinent angel...and I was everything opposite.

When it finally came time for the party, I decided it was time to allow my breasts the chance to feel air on them again. To do this, I used my sweater from my uniform and simply tied it above my belly button and pinned my skirt up higher to give a more s****l feeling. We were going to a location with hormonal teen boys who were just as desperate to see us as we were to them. As I turned from the mirror and looked to Tessa, her mouth dropped open as my gaze met with hers.

“Wow…”

“Not too much?”

“You are going to have every single guy at the party literally on their knees for you.” She then winked at me before throwing me a piece of gum before moving towards the door. We were very careful to not cause attention to ourselves as we now had to make it across the entire building without being heard or seen. With the nuns having taken shifts as a type of security, we had to be quiet as the dead as we inched closer to our destination; the fire escape. I followed behind her rather closely as she held my hand and pulled me up to the roof, where I had gone my first night to smoke. You could see the wrappers of old blunts having caught on the gutters. There were also condom wrappers, gum wrappers, and wrappers of what I thought to be chocolate, as we then continued to the vine arch that made it easy to climb down without breaking a limb.

“Hurry up!” She whispered to me before I found my foot caught on the top hole of the trellis and forced me to fall and break a heel off of my shoe. I met with the ground with a hard thud as I felt as though I had been kicked in the chest as I rose and moved quickly around back just as a flashlight showed where my silhouette was just present. Tessa gave me a look of disbelief before continuing to walk me behind the building and to a small hole in the fence that was poorly hidden by a thick wooden board. When pulling it aside, she then made her way through before I followed directly after-until we remained quiet and moved in the direction of the cellar. Just before we entered in the cellar, however, my heart came to a stop as I heard Tessa gasp as a figure had snatched her.

“You know the entry fee.” He commented as she sighed and exposed two more buttons before he allowed us both in. His gaze lingered on me for some time until finally ceasing and allowing me to focus on Tessa. The basement of the cellar had actually been rather cozy with a fireplace near the far center of the far wall and mess of furniture-although a bit torn lined the entire room. A funky vinyl allowed a light sound to add to the ambiance of the area. There was a section dedicated to pills, one for m*******a, and one for what looked like open relationships as couples were intertwined in each other. I, on the other hand, had just wanted a hit. I noticed a familiar face among the boys as belonging to Warren as he motioned for me to meet him outside as he held a cigarette between two fingers. I nodded and made my way outside first before finding him close behind me-almost how I had been with Tessa when first coming here.

We remained sheltered from sight by hiding in the small area between the back of the building and the fence that kept our schools separate.

“I thought you were beautiful the first time I saw you…” He commented as I felt my eyes lurch to meet his in surprise. He had a type of cocky arrogance about him that was rather attractive as I enjoyed confidence-but he wasn’t Gabriele. His advances were rather plain due to that realization-even as he tried his hardest. He began with a sweet caress of placing the cigarette between my cherry colored lips and lit it with a lighter he lit with a suave move of using his shoe. He quickly extinguished it as it would give us away before I took an inhale of my Molly. I let out a deep exhale, soaking in the sensation of the high as I saw him do the same.

“You look so sexy right now…” He commented as he set his hand upon my waist, feeling out the moment. In all fairness, it did feel nice to have human interaction, especially with someone who did want me, so I tried to give him a shot-or at least a moment to prove himself.

“I wish I would have kissed you that night I met you…”

“You aren’t wasting any time are you?”

“I didn’t want anyone else to take your attention away…”

“It’s only us out here…” I gave him in rebuttal as he now pinned me against the wall with his hand resting beside my face and his breath hot on my lips.

“I want to keep it that way…” He commented as he pulled me into him with an attractive pull before setting me back against the wall as our lips touched. It wasn’t fireworks or even confetti, but it was nice to feel lusted after. I allowed his lips to continue against mine, working in unison and even in rivalry to gain the dominance of the overall kiss. I could tell by the way he kissed that he wasn’t a novice, but also unaware how girls truly want to be kissed; with soft passion to start. He immediately tried to introduce his tongue into my mouth, as I hesitated at first-not wanting to gain a reputation-or at least not making the one I had any worse. But as his fingers made their way to my hip and around to my butt, I suddenly found Warren to be replaced by Gabriele. I envisioned his touch instead of Warren as this caused me to really get into the moment-allowing Warren’s fingers to wander to more liberal areas than I would have otherwise allowed this early. As his fingers made their way between my legs, I envisioned Gabriele biting into that apple and biting into me. It was s****l-hot-erotic-steamy...and enough to make me let down my guard and feel Warren’s fingers enter my center. He moved his touch quickly as I slowed him, wanting to bask in the feeling of pleasure as I knew it would be a long time until I would feel it again-a week was a lifetime in this place…

“You’re so wet…” He said with a smirk that I could feel form from the movement of his cheek against mine. “I like it.” He continued to deepen his fingers, knuckle-deep between me as I rocked with him as his fingers moved up to my breast. He took hold of it and kissed my neck with a passionless lust that showed in his desperation to push himself up against me with his erection. He was above average as far as this, but not enough to make me want him then and there. “God, I want to hear you come.” He said against me as I felt myself reach my pivot, wanting to continue to feel it, but desperate for release. “Mmmm…” He moaned as I visioned that being Gabriele-sending me completely over my precipice and into lust.

Warren then took his fingers he used to please me and suck me off of him and I couldn’t tell if this was sexy or gross, but I was on too much of a high to really care.

“Thanks for the stick.” I spoke with a seductive tone as I made my way back inside to find Tessa bobbing her head before jumping up when she saw me.

“Where did you sneak off to?” She held her hand up to motion “wait”, before she continued. “You were with someone, weren’t you?”

“No…” I spoke as I hid my face within the glass of an unknown alcoholic cocktail that was cheap in ingredients but delicious together. “Just tell me it wasn’t with the Father.” I cringed at the thought as she motioned someone over as I noticed this in my peripheral vision.

“This is my boyfriend.” She spoke as I turned to see Warren looking right at me. He seemed cocky as I looked to him in shock.

Shit….