Chapter 12:
- Forced -
Hours passed by, I was still standing on my position. The muscles around my arm and hips were completely sore. I had spend this entire time weeping and crying. Some people behind me started laughing on me which made me embarrassed, no one had ever done this to me but why he doing this in the middle of thirty people.
When they all left I felt relieved but still my arms and legs were hurting a lot and every time I moved them down he yelled at me to put them straight. A lot of people laughed on me and he didn't even make them stop.
My tears were dripping down my cheeks like a endless river, I didn't stop crying for second. I just wanted to go home and have a normal life. This wasn't life, he has hurt me so many times.
All of a sudden I screamed in pain when he pulled my hair firmly, he turned my neck around so I could face him from the back. I made sure I didn't look in his eyes, I was just to afraid to. A shiver ran down my spine when he wiped my tears away but that didn't stop me from crying.
"Please," I begged through my eyes. He smiled and placed his fingers on my lips, slowly rubbing and bruising them.
"Tell me what I want to hear." He whispered to me.
"I am sorry! I am sorry! I am sorry!" I immediately said it, he laughed and kneeled down to my ear.
"Sorry for what?" He questioned.
"Sorry for not respecting you." I stuttered while looking at the ground.. His hand moved away from my hair and he walked away. I placed my hands on my lap and sat on the floor. After hours and hours of being in one position this fell incredible.
"You don't know much about me and its better if you don't. I am not a normal person to begin with, everyone respects me and if they don't I simply kill them. You should be thankful that you are alive. I am not a good person at all but I try to be, for you but you always f*****g mess it up. You need to understand that you belong to me, I can do whatever I want with your body and you will submit back to me." He explained, at some points he was yelling also.
I had no idea what his words meant, I don't belong to him, I am a free person. I didn't knew what to say so instead I quietly nodded before getting up but halfway he spoke.
"I didn't tell you to get up." He said, I immediately went back on my knees. The class was empty now and I was in the corner while he was in the middle. He turned around and walk to me. When he was in front of me he started removing his belt and I immediately moved back with fear.
"Stop please what are you doing?" I stuttered as I put my hands out in defence.
"Come here!" He yelled. I gasped in fear and shook my head continually.
"Don't make me repeat it again." He clenched his teeth together and growl. I whimpered and crawled to him. My heart was beating out of my chest, I wanted to run away but I know he will always catch me.
"Now be a good girl and do what I say. " he said as he threw his belt on the floor. He continued to remove his pants and then his underwear. I immediately closed my eyes when he was naked in front of me.
"Come on, open your eyes now." He said as he pulled my face. I shook my head not wanting to open my eyes.
"Please don't,"
"Listed to me and everything will be fine." He stated while moving his hands up and down my hair, trying to make me comfortable. I gulped the lump in my throat before opening my eyes. I tried to keep my eyes away from his crotch but the end it landed there.
He was so big.
"Take it in your mouth." He ordered bitterly, I shook my head trying to move but I was trapped in the corner and I had to do what he said. I bit my lip hardly before opening my mouth, I took it in until it didn't reach my throat.
I closed my eyes and cried out as I tried to breath but I couldn't, he placed his hand on my hair and pushed it deeper.
"Now suck it like a whore." He said. This was so disgusting, I wanted to scream but I couldn't. I slowly begin to do what he said, he groaned and pushed it deeper in my throat. I choked when I felt it reaching my neck. It so big I couldn't take it all in.
Tears spilled put of my eyes, I cried and cried waiting for his to end. How hard I tried to push him away only that deeper it went. I tried to breath from my nose but I couldn't, my heart was beating faster than ever. I needed to breath.
His groans and moans disgusted me, how could he enjoy this while I was in pain. After what it felt like hours I felt a warm liquid go down my throat. Satisfied, he pulled it away while I begin to cough loudly. I wanted to puke whatever I took in but it was already inside me now.
I had never felt this dirty in my life. I moved to the corner of the room and tightly held myself while he put his clothes back. He does stuff with me that no one has ever done. First those fingers and now this.....
He kneels down to me and I close my eyes tightly, he starts to caress my skin but its useless, he has ruined me.
"You did a good job and now if you stop crying I will give you a present." He said. I didn't do anything in my will, he forced me to.
When I don't reply back he walks away to his table and pulled something out. I don't even give it a glance instead I look away.
He walks back to me pulls out a big bar of chocolate, my eyes widen just at the size of it. How tasty will it be but I immediately look away. I won't take it!! I won't take anything from him.
"Okay fine I will give it to someone else." He shrugged and walked away but I immediately jumped and grabbed it away. I will eat it, its mine now.