Dark habits
1136 Words
Xavier Pov
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"Give it to me Papi " licking her lips as her hands reach my pants she murmurs with a huge grin on her lips
"Last time we f****d we made the top news" she puts her hand around my back
And I push her on to her back
"No " I growl
As I pick a bottle of beer sipping it
"Suck my d**k
Come on " I order her as I get on the bed
Gulping on to the drink
As I close my eyes ,the darkness as me live in the dark moments
like push her on to the ground and press down her face on to the ground having my feet pressed on her neck
And I do worse when I lose control
.
I gasp as I feel her wet tongue as she takes me in
pushing those thoughts away I grab her hair, as I make her take me till the back of her throat
making her gag
I'm big for my age and my man is always hard like he is in a f*****g competition
That's why the girls back at school always sends me there nudes
Wanting me to make them as my girlfriend
But no relationships for me
That's why I stayed away from the school girls who will cry when I leave their bed when I'm done .
Laila gets on my lap as she takes my c**k
She strokes him well as she takes it inside her
making my c**k disappear inside her wet p***y
And I just close my eyes
As my nails dig into her skin, a moan escaping my throat
Once I had choked her neck, the same way my hand is gripping her ass cheeks
She lost her consciousness and I realized that she had gone blank only when I climaxed
I go rogue sometimes, and I can't control it
The only person who has witnessed all of these sessions is Laila
That explains why she is my convenience
"Xavier "
The door kicks opens as Roger stands at the door and I throw my head back as I grip her waist harder as I push inside her deeper as I c*m undone
"I told you to break off with her
didn't I?" Roger slams his hand against the door as he turns his head away
Not impressed by our show
Laila just chuckles as she tries to kiss me
But I push her down as I pull my pants
covering myself
Roger orders Carson to get Laila out
But she is a stubborn b***h
She just climbs on my lap ,holding on to me
Tight
Like ill make her stay going against Roger
"We are leaving "Roger orders as he stares at my hand holding on to Laila
I just went against his word
"I'm not coming anywhere " my words stand still as the room thickens
I look at him as he fights to maintain his demeanor
"Get that b***h out of here " Roger shouts out
His voice coming out like a roar, and he just lost it
Anger
That's something we both share in common
well he knows how to handle himself, but I don't
The security people barge in, and their hands comes around Laila as they pull her away from her
Her nails dig into my shirt as she's taken off of me
And I just chuckle seeing her state
like a cat who furs when the milk has been snatched away
When the room clears leaving just me and Roger , he starts
As he runs his hand through his Grey black hair
"What did I tell you Xavier ?
I asked you to stay at home
Focus on your studies
No more partying
No more drinking
No more bitches " he growls out as we stare at each other
"I'm not a kid Roger for you to ground me
I'm nineteen for f**k’s sake "I get on my step
As we stand head-to-head
daring
"I don't care if you are nineteen or ninety
I'm your father, and you will listen to me,
I want the best for you " he presses his finger at my chest as he stresses his words
making them clear
But I just laugh out loud
A laugh which erupts from my belly
"You just adopted me
And you didn't pump that sperm to produce me " I roll my eyes ,as I shake my head at the ridiculousness
"Well legally you are my son
You carry my name
You are the future I look upto
What have I done less to you ? From past three years
Since I got you home from that foster care When you were fifteen " he asks me
As his voice softens
With a caution, hurt
I guess as his eyes search mine with disappointment
"you should have made a better choice and should have picked some nice guy who would have licked your ass when you wanted
But I'm not that nice guy
And you have done plenty already for me
Last thing I want you is acting as my real father
As if you care for me,
You left me all myself the first year you bought me home, giving me space to make my choice
giving me enough money to live this rich f*****g life
Then why can't you do the same now?" I ask him demanding
"You were around sixteen, and I wanted to be your friend
I let you loose
Let you have your life the way you wanted
I wanted to give you the freedom the world offers
But what did you do ?
Pick fights
break people's jaw
If it wasn't for my reputation
You would have been jailed
Do you hear me Xavier ?
As you told your not sixteen anymore
Your nineteen
So stop all of this
It's time for you to grow up "
He sighs ,as he fights not to say something that will make both of us angry
"Just know whatever i do or did
Was for your good
The truth is
I am your father
Like it or not
And I'm not letting you
Spoil your life like this
Giving to your addictions " he adds as he blinks his thoughts away
"Let's go " his hand comes around as he tries to give me a small smile
"No
I'm not coming with you "
I push him by his chest as I make my way out
Rushing towards the back door to leave
I don't want him to care for me
In foster care I spent five years of my life
They made us work along with school
The kids came from different background just like me
All bad blood, dark obsessions
- Writer
