Dark night

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Xavier POV □□□ The foster care I was in, was for people like me Dark Those kids came up from similar places like I was from I was bullied by the people around me for the scars on my body which they found ugly And for my heterochromia eyes (different colored eyes) I was just sick of the hatred I was receiving, and they should have known that those weren't just my scars but my demons who lived inside me, I fought for them, They lived for me One day when a bully tried to tease me for my different colored eyes How scary I looked, the laughter thickening the air and when he called me a son of a b***h I lost it I threw my fist at his face ,and punched him till his face splattered with blood See the violence runs in the family That day when I looked in the mirror, I saw my abusive father's reflection instead of mine That doesn't mean, it was the last But it was just a beginning I enjoyed the fear in my roommates, wickedly and always picked up fights like I was born for trouble Once I even stole few beer bottles from my warden when I couldn't sleep because of the nightmares which I still live with The foster care I was in, had enough of my bullshit I was soon turning fifteen, and I was not picked by anyone for adoption They all termed me as a broken good, untouched by any In fact if any parents were coming to see the kids for adoption I was made to stay away Because they didn't want to showcase the beast out in the light I was there shame That was until Roger McQueen walked in I remember the day I was called to my Wardens office Roger shook his hand in mine with a big smile watching me He called me handsome while I just scoffed That was the first time in my whole life I was given a compliment Because every time it was an abuse I didn't know what to do when he called me handsome , I just stood numb staring at the man Within hours my things were packed, and I was travelling in a limo with my shitty Clothes From a public school to all rich class academy called "Princely High School " which was meant for rich people ,celebrities and politicians children I was sixteen when I accompanied Roger for a charity ball That was the first time, the world found out about me including Roger's brother I was on top of all the newspaper with a popular heading "The billionaire's Son " That's what they called me Few tried to dig my past ,the place I came from But Roger was protective he paid billions to keep my real identity disclosed He sheltered me, safe But he failed to see, I didn't fit in his world Especially I was not a cub anymore Who wanted his shelter I got very soon addicted to the alcohol, and the sudden found money spent all my nights, partying and getting wasted Because that gave me an escape from the dark place I come from When I turned seventeen, I made the top headlines "Mr. McQueen's son arrested for physical assault " They wrote far worse things about me about how drunk I was ,how spoiled, or how I was high on drugs Which was truth Nothing was a lie I even overdosed once and every body thought I almost died Only after that incident Roger started involving too much for my card Because Roger was hurt by my behavior Till then I used to live in a big mansion alone with my body guard's and a personal secretary A typical rich life But after the news was out, and my sudden act of drugs left Roger on his toes, worried So Roger started involving in my life too much And I didn't like it He started dropping me off to school, living with me Every day telling me to concentrate on my school I was not used to parental guidance At first I hated him for doing so When he started to cut out my money, so I'll focus on my school When he took my car and my credit card away And ordered my staff to monitor me, give him updates on my school, my life outside the school That was not all, he wanted me to go to counseling, even a rehab for my alcohol addiction at such young age But the truth is I am as stubborn as Roger I don't give a f**k about my school or my public image I was a dirty scum And I don't mind going back there No matter how things got worst ,Roger never regretted adopting me Maybe he did care for me Maybe he wanted to treat me like his own But I can't stand good I can't stand kindness when I was raised by a man who suffocated me every single time when I tried to breathe I'm just going to walk away from Roger He doesn't deserve my s**t He deserves better "Mr. Mcqueen You have a call " Carson rushes towards me While I sit in the middle of the road On top of my car staring at the night sky drinking "Ask Roger to leave me alone Tell him I'm never coming back Ask him to go pick someone else to play his good son " I growl out I don't deserve this life, or he deserves someone like me "It's important And its Kourtney on other side "Carson stammered Kourtney, Roger's personal lawyer "What ? They are going to nullify my adoption ? Let them Leave me alone " I raise my voice But a voice stops me As Carson puts the call on speaker "Xavier Listen to me, I need you do to come down to Queens hospital Right now Roger got into an accident And his condition looks bad " My face goes hard as I hear her and I just blink His condition is bad The words repeat in my mind as I get inside the car I clutch on to the bottle in my hand Afraid to drink further Afraid that ill never remember this night when I wake up in the morning The car pulls up in front of a huge hospital building owned by McQueen's And I'm escorted I stumble on my step as I'm lead to the emergency room And the bottle in my hand reaches ground Spilling the alcohol, all around as the emergency room opens wide and my eyes land on Roger
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