I am getting crazy!
Why? Why is Thor doing this to me? What have I done to deserve such treatment?
We are mates and he is choosing her over me!
I came back after two years to find it out, I could have never imagined such a thing and now I have to stand on his side as his Beta and not as his Luna. It is breaking my heart and I want to run away but I can't do this to my parents and our pack, they need me, they love me but...
How can I make it when my heart is breaking and I feel like dying day by day?
And what am I going to do with that wolf that keeps on following me these last six years everywhere I go? Who is he?
He can't be my enemy, he saved my life so many times, he gets in our territory to see me but nobody notices him and I don't want to tell Thor about it, I don't want to lose this wolf, he is special for an unknown reason for me...
I feel like I am in the middle of so many choices and I don't know what to do, I am fighting with my own self, I feel there are things I don't know, something is wrong, my instinct is right, I am confused and in the end I want my heart to be the winner, just like my grandma had adviced me to...
"Cleo, always follow your heart, she knows the right way..."