I watched as the cigarette smoke vanished in the air. My mind was drifting to the things that had happened today. Masasabi ko that the anger I felt for almost 48 hours has already subsided. Madaling araw na ngunit hindi ako makatulog. My mind was working overtime. Napakaraming gumugulo sa isipan ko. Si Zion. Si Jayden. At ang sinabi sa akin ni Lucy. Much that I wanted to be with Zion right now, I can't. Alam ko na kapag naroon ako sa tabi nya ay magkakaroon ulit sya ng panic attack at kapag nangyari iyon ay mas masakit ang tama sa akin. It hurts to know that the one I love is suffering right now. And it will hurt more if I see it firsthand. I can't imagine that after those times that we've enjoyed each other's company, ganito lang ang mangyayari sa aming dalawa. Napakabilis na gumuho