I can do this. I can do this f*ck. Why was I so nervous? The last meeting we had in dream state didn't go well. To say she was pissed was an understatement. She had screamed, thrown plates, cups, everything at hand reach at me. I could see the vulnerability behind the bravado though. I know she shows this front to the world. I also get why she was pissed. In my first dream with her, she'd submitted f*cking beautiful like a submissive that had been living the life for years. Don't get me wrong, she had goaded and taunted me like a brat does, but in the end she had relinquished all control. I’d only had a short time with her, but I knew we were well suited. I'd disclosed that I was a vampire to her in that dream, it had only added to her imagination. I had even shown her my vampire face, an