OMEGA TO ALPHA

5. Getting his attention

Mara's p.o.v

I woke up alone in the woods and in my human form, how stupid was I to sleep for a very long time and let my mate leave me, I quickly stood and rushed home, luckily it was very early and many people were asleep, when I reached home I walked in and froze, mother quickly stepped forward and covered me up with a sheet, Dad and Ken were facing the other side.    

"It's done" mother whispered.

Dad and Ken turned and faced me.

"Do you know how worried we were the whole night, no one slept a wink, we were all damn worried, you left with no word or phone, luckily we kept calm, if we didn't talk to the alpha it could have been a mess" dad yelled angrily.

I wanted to explain how sad I was and how painful it was to shift but I couldn't, my tears were clouding my vision as they gathered in my eyes, Dad's expression softened, in all my years I had never cried in front of them.

"Innocent enough, no more scolding our little girl" mother yelled angrily.

"I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to yell, I just lost my temper, please don't cry" Dad whispered as I broke down In loud sobs.

Mother quickly wrapped her arms around me sadly.

"Honey please don't cry, we are not forcing you to explain anything or scolding you in anyway, it's just that we were worried sick, we had to chase a few friends just because you weren't here for your birthday party," she said softly.

"I shifted into my wolf" I cried.

"Honey that's great news," Dad said with a smile.

"And I met my mate" I whispered.

"That's cool sis, why aren't you happy?" Ken asked.

"Because he doesn't f*****g want me, do you know what it means to be rejected, oh wait you aren't a werewolf!" I yelled angrily then rushed upstairs to my room.

I walked in the bathroom turning on the shower and stepping in, not minding the sheet which I threw on the floor, Abi was whimpering in pain, it fucken hurts knowing how bad I was towards him, he was always right there in front of me and yet I let them torture him, I even initiated the insults most times 

I didn't deserve to be with him, but I couldn't let him leave me no matter what, I needed him with me 

"Honey, please talk to us," Dad said outside the door.

"At least give us the name of your mate, we can talk to him on your behalf," he said loudly.

"Leave me the f**k alone okay!" I yelled angrily.

"Mara, just give me the name and I will kick his ass for you," Ken said loudly as I growled and stepped out of the shower picking up the sheet.

I walked to the door while wrapping it around my body and opened the door grabbing him by the neck as Dad and mother stepped back in fear 

"What did you f*****g say?" I growled angrily while he choked.

"Mara put your brother down, please" mother whispered.

I took in a deep breath then released him from my grip.

I went back to my room and quickly dressed up, I spent more than an hour for the very first time choosing the most attractive dress and fixing my hair and face.

He was suppose to be at school, he was always present at school if he was pushing me away and denying the bond, I was going to use my body to get him to look at me and acknowledge me.

After doing a double check in the mirror, I walked out of my room and went downstairs, mother and dad were in the passage looking at me with smiles across their faces.

"You look stunning," Dad said softly.

I moved in front of him with a smile.

"Really, do you think he will notice me?" I asked feeling a little better and confident.

"Yes he will, you are the most beautiful girl I know of" he answered.

I hugged him happily then pulled back.

"I'm sorry Dad, I didn't mean to yell at you or hurt Ken a while ago," I said sadly.

He pat my head gently then pushed me slightly.

"Go, you will be late for school," he said.

I nodded then went to mother and kissed her cheek lightly.

"Love you guys a lot" I whispered then walked out of the house.

I pulled my car keys out of my handbag and opened my car door, I glanced at my house for a second then got in and drove off, in half an hour I was parking my car and stepping out of it, I looked at the school building then took in a deep breath and released it.

"Here goes nothing" I whispered then walked ahead and into the corridor, a lot of whispers, gasps and murmurs were heard as I ignored them.

"She's beautiful" one man who was near his locker looking at me lustfully whispered, I was about to smile at him but stopped when I noticed Peter ahead, he was looking at me, his bangs covered his eyes but the Aura being emitted from him was stronger, a few werewolves who were close to him turned and looked at him confused.

He turned and went downstairs without a word.

Abi whimpered sadly, I could feel it, he was upset with me a lot for some reason, I quickly followed his scent and went to the last room which was empty and open, I walked in and closed the door before I could turn I felt his presence behind me.

"What are you doing?" He asked seriously.

My throat became dry as I tried to understand what he meant by that, a warm Jersey was placed on my shoulders, his fingers brushed my skin lightly igniting beautiful tingles.

"You shouldn't dress so exposingly to get my attention," he said as I felt my cheek's heat up.

Fuck, did it really show how desperate I was for him, I deliberately picked a short, black shoulderless dress and high heels, I managed to get him to talk to me but I was so embarrassed.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.

His hand slightly brushed mine then he linked our hands together, I turned in shock and faced him with a wild beating heart.

I wanted to touch him and see his eyes, I knew it was a death wish but I was dying to do just that.

"Abi will he kill us when we touch him?" I asked silently.

"No, his our mate, he could never hurt us" she answered confidently.

I lifted my hand slowly and pressed it on his shoulder, he looked at it then at me, I slowly moved it on his neck enjoying the feel of the tingles spreading all over my body, I was about to touch his cheek when he held my hand roughly then pushed it away.

"Just treat me the way you did before you knew we weren't mates," he said loudly then moved from me.

I quickly followed and grabbed his hand.

"What should I do to earn your forgiveness, I'm really sorry, please" I begged sadly.

He pulled his hand away and walked out without a word.