Breaking Chains

As I try to sink everything It seems so hard. I couldn’t really felt all along that I was existing. “Does everything really need to be with me? Of all people in this chaotic world why does it should be always.” I repeated ask to myself as tears once again fall into my bare eyes. When I tried to remember everything it only goes blank, where it seems like nothing as how broken glass seems can’t easily fixed. Darkness all over my life since it was started. I don’t completely know often why I still lived all along. While I was in the middle of my thinkings there were unexpected knock within the precious door. When I suddenly notice I am not in my room I was in someone’s room. It was different from my beloved room, it is full of white from the ceiling going through the walls upto the floor and doors. “Who the hell are you?!”I shouted The person infront of me was focused on staring at me. I don’t know who and what is for this. This scene seems already happen in the past. “You won’t succeed in your life!” I cried loudly after I heard. I couldn’t felt my nerves going through. “You don’t deserve everything!” “Your life is such a mess!” “Stop things easily.” “You’re just wasting your time!” “Stop!!”I shouted to the person infront of me. The person infront of me begin to laugh so loudly and repeatedly and intentionally slammed the door of the room.