The day passes slowly, being around Tyler and Sadie has never been hard for me. In fact, being around them is one of my favorite things in the world.
Not today.
Today the weight of my mistakes, my secrets and insincerity towards my brother weighs heavier than ever.
I need some air, so I tell them I want to go for a walk and leave, needing to meditate alone on what the next step I should take is. They don't suspect anything and are so immersed in their own world, they don't suspect my mood shadowed by a cloud of sadness.
If I'm being honest, confessing to my brother my feelings for his best friend always made me embarrassed. I also didn't want things to be weird between him and Jeremy because of me. Then, that stupid game with Jeremy started and I didn't tell my brother for obvious re
