HUDSON I've got to admit that I have never been happy and satisfied as I was this week. It felt like I was being born again or something close to that. I sit up, looking at the gorgeous creature laying on my bed besides me. She has been sleeping with me for the past week under my insistence. I just can't help but want to feel her close to me all the time. She is the soothing soul I've been looking for all this years. No matter how frustrated I feel, as soon as I see her breath taking smile, it all fades away. I look at her peaceful sleeping figure, she is so young and innocent that I know that she has no idea what she's getting herself into. But I love that she chose to take the risk. I lean down to her and start blowing air in her ear, that's how I used to wake her up. S