Cuarenta y tres
BENJAMIN
I DON’T KNOW what is more painful. She chooses him over me or seeing her crying over the poor choices that she’d made. I want to console her and make her feel that I’m not leaving. But comforting her is not what she needs. She needs people who understand her and made her think that she doesn’t make a wrong choice. It does happen sometimes.
I have a lot of things I want to know about this woman, so I have her investigated by Castor. But now that he holds that result, I’m afraid to find out about her life before when I wasn’t there. I was scared I might judge Mara in the way I knew she’s going to lose because she couldn’t defend herself. But as I watch her now quietly crying and hurting, I feel like I don’t think there will be any more painful feeling than th
