Alicia POV
“You alright?” Mike asks me and I just smiled at him. We are at his resort right now. It’s been weeks ever since we found out that lander is dead. And my family, they did nothing about that, when we knew why he is dead… Dad sent him there…
I mean, I am not saying that he was the one who set the prison in fire, I just think it is hilarious. The coincidence? Lol.
But if I learned that he did that, I don’t know if I could ever forgive him,. I mean, murder? Really daddy?
“yes, I am fine.” I answered to Mike. I know I should be happy because we are spending the night with each other. We are eating dinner inside his resort. He calls this a date, which is very sweet of him… Really… I have never been to a date for 8 months… So I do love what he did.
It tickles my stomach that I just want to kiss him again…
I mean…
Okay fine, we kissed, something happened the night he visits our house, where grand dad also visits us too, where he just got back from his business trip.
The first thing he asked is where Lander is. But Daddy said he left and probably not coming back again, he did not ell grand dad that he is dead… And I felt like I back stab him, knowing that grand dad and Lander is friends, not that close, but seeing grand dad of how he treats lander, it is better that how he treats dad, so I just knew that Lander is important to him. And why does dad have to hide the truth from him? I don’t really get him. I just knew that dad really hate Lander, he is really following the past generation, hating the Martinez family.
Ugh, why am I thinking about the Martinez, Lander when obviously I am having a date with Mike? My crush!!! And now, we are officially dating!
We can’t really go and have a date outside, because people still see me as Lander’s husband. I hate how one marriage could literally change everyone’s perspective to me, really changed how people looked at me. Especially now that he is dead, and no one really knew about his death,that makes the people still see me as Lander’s husband.
If they saw me having a date with Mike, they will think that I am cheating, meaning, I could ruined the Madden forever, I could ruin my family. So we decided to have a date, privately, where no one would see us.
The only one who knew about our relationship and Lander’s death is my friends, and of course my family, especially daddy who wanted us to date, the one who asked Mike to date me, which I never understand why, what was the reason for him to act like that.
“Katherine.” Mike touches my hand and I finally get back from my own consciousness. “yes?” I asks him and I could see that he literally is sincerely worried about me. “I said are you alright? Is it the food? Does the food did not pass your taste?” He asks me and I smiled at him, and hold his hand back. “No, the food is great. I am just thinking about something… But now it is gone, we can finally now focus on our date.” I said to him that makes him kiss my hand.
“It’s about Lander isn’t it?” He said. “No it’s not.” I answered him. He smiled to me and he put my hand to his face and kiss it again. “No it is not is a simple answer that makes it a yes. I know you Katherine.”
He do really knew about me. Knew when will I lie, when am I telling the truth, he knew every single thing about me, how my mind flies… I love this kind of man, ugh, I want to have a baby with him..
Oh s**t,.. That’s too far.
But, obviously, duh!
He’s handsome, he is every girls’ dream, who doesn’t want to have a baby with him right?
“Fine. Yes, it is about Lander, I can’t take my thoughts about him, when I know I shouldn’t have.” I said, which I know is the worst thing you could ever say to a date. Talking about your ex… Ex husband or whatever I should call it. He smiles to me and he lean towards me, and kisses me on my lips that makes me stunned a little bit, because I did not expect that from him. “It is fine. You two were married for almost 9 months, and no one knew how many months, or years you two become in a relationship… And us? This? It’s only been two weeks, that is why I understand if you want to take it slowly, or if you want us to stop. I will never be a stopper on your decisions.” He said to me, he understand me…
Which I will never understand to a man. They say that this kind of man, are a red flag! Because you never knew if they truly understand you, or if they just want to act like they understand you, so you, or us girls, could fallen in love with them. I mean, I remember that he is just my crush back then, he never really see me, he doesn’t even knew me before! But then, he asks me to be his girlfriend! On my 17th birthday! That’s the first sign of a red flag!
So I never really knew what is going on inside Mike’s head… Because I never understand him. I mean, I know I should’ve been happy about my crush proposing to be his girlfriend, but it is quite scary when before that proposal, I am a stranger to him…
Or maybe I am not… Maybe he has a crush to me too, and he just didn’t really approaches me because he is shy, and afraid that I don’t have a crush on him, or that I won’t like him. I mean, I am a Madden, my name is famous, I am popular at our school, I am pretty, much prettier to any other girls I have seen in my entire life, except for Zendaya! I met her at the Spider-Man premiere, and she is so gorgeous!
But, anyways, let’s be real here, I am pretty, and popular, hard for a guy to date with. So maybe, that is what’s in Mike’s head before.
“Thank you Mike, for understanding me. I really do appreciate it.” I said to him and smiled at him and he just smiled to me back. “Why don’t we… Make this date of ours be special?” I asks him and I get out of my seat and walk behind him. “Like, what kind of special are you talking about?” He asks me and he turned his head back, to look at me. I kiss his lips, I mean, he already did kiss my lips, so maybe it is my turn to kiss him back. While we are kissing, I slid my hands underneath his tight polo to massage his chest, which I never thought would be this bulk… And so addictive…
I stopped kissing him and he looked at me, in my eye, stare there, and all I could see is his blue eye that is very mesmerizing.
“Why’d you stop?” He asks me. “Nothing..” I said to him and I was shock when he put both of his hands onto my waist and he pushes me back on the table and he stood up and put his body on top of me and start kissing me. He starts to unbutton his polo while kissing me and I stopped him for a moment and asks me if he did something wrong.
“I think I am more comfortable doing this in a bedroom, rather than in a dining table with full of foods that we unfinished to eat… Besides, God is watching us in a dining table… I don’t want him to see us nude.” I said and he laughed at me and he put his forehead on mine. “You really are special.” He said and he held my wrist and start walking with me while we are laughing at each other.