Nakakapagod. Nakakapagod magmahal ng isang Divinagracia. Literally and figuratively, it's tiring and I just want to stop loving them.
Is it possible to stop loving your family? After all, they were the reason why I'm suffering. Akala ko nga ay mawawala agad ang galit ko ngunit nagkamali ako roon. It gets worse as days passes. It gets deeper whenever they treat me wrong. Kaya hindi rin nila ako masisisi pa.
I can't blame myself either. I think getting away from them was the right choice I've made for myself. Hindi ko pinagsisihan na lumayo sa kanilang lahat.
It was a good choice.
Tinakpan ko ang aking mga mata ng eye mask habang hinihintay lumapag ang eroplano sa Manila. Finally, I'm going home. I felt like that was the longest three days of my life. Hindi talaga ako nagpapigil kahit
