A moment later, I hopelessly sigh after taking into consideration the fact that there is no way I can get my hands on any contraceptives. The only person who could help me get some is Jaxon but I can’t ask that of him especially now that he is a whole new person I don’t even recognise. Time seems to move by very quickly, much to my dismay. As the evening draws nearer, I begin preparing dinner for mother Margaret and I. I distractedly slice the vegetables and I nearly chop off my finger owing to the unsettling thoughts of Alexander forcing himself on me. It takes me longer than usual to finish prepping today’s dinner. “You seem distracted,” mother Margaret comments as I set up the table. “I can’t help it…there is a lot on my mind,” I respond. “Care to share?” “You know I can’t…” I sigh