Amihan We went back to the house after Sana was cleared from the operation. There weren’t any fevers, infections, and other complications from the operation. I finally breathed a sigh of relief when the doctor told me that but had another problem. The bill. Mira and Filtiarn were with me the whole two days that Sana was there. I’m grateful but I indivertibly felt like a burden at the last day. I know Filtiarn had work to do since he keeps answering phone calls that he takes outside, and Mira is being missed at home. Proof of that is Yosef, Tapio, and Sven visiting every day, but since there are limits for the number of visitors, they have to go home while protesting and complaining about the “Stupid rule” as Tapio eloquently said. I feel an unease in me whenever I think about being