The Billionaire’s Temptation

6.

Olivia

My whole mind wasn't with my body as I walked into the restaurant where Logan and I will be meeting. Getting myself into a big trouble is the last thing I want to happen. I didn't think about the responsibilities when my emotions took better of me. At first I wanted to call Logan and tell him I won't be able to make it but Jamie convinced me that it's the chance to tell him about the pregnancy.

I don't know how he'd react to it. For someone with high profile. What will people think if they find out. A man engaged slept with another woman and got her pregnant. I sunk in a deep breath when I sighted him from afar his head down staring at his phone. At that very moment, I knew I've made a big mistake for myself.

As I walked towards him, my heart pounding in my chest, Logan looked up and our eyes met. He stood up and smiled at me. "Olivia, you look beautiful," he said.

"Thank you," I replied, trying to keep my voice steady. I sat down opposite him and fidgeted with my fingers unsure of what to say. Logan noticed my nervousness and reached across the table intertwining his hands. "Is everything okay?" he asked, concern etched on his face.

I took a deep breath and looked him in the eye. I don't think I will be able to stay calm if I don't tell him everything right that instant. "Logan, there's something I need to tell you," I began my heart thumping loudly in its ribcage. The nervousness inside me was something I've never experienced before. Not even the time Alex first proposed to me. This one occupied my brain cells with fear. Fear of what will follow.

"I'm pregnant."I finally uttered in one breath.

For a moment, there was complete silence. Logan's expression changed from concern to shock, then to anger. "What?" he exclaimed, pulling his hand away. "How could you let this happen, Olivia? I'm engaged, for God's sake!"

"I know, and I'm sorry," I said, tears welling up in my eyes. "I didn't plan for this to happen. It was a mistake."

"A mistake?" Logan repeated, his voice rising. "This is more than just a mistake, Olivia. This is going to ruin everything."

"I understand that," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I don't know what to do, Logan. I just want to be honest with you."

Logan sat back in his chair and ran a hand through his hair. "I need some time to think about this," he said finally. "I can't make any decisions right now. You should've been careful"

"What?" I asked not believing he'd say such. Last time I checked, he's practically at fault too. We were both consumed by our desires. "You know I didn't put this inside me right?"

"You didn't but you should've taken extra measures" I tried to read something in his face. Reality hit me hard, this is someone I know nothing about. Looking at him now, it was as if I'm meeting him for the first time.

"Are you blaming me?" I muffled out as calmly as I can. It's not the time for me to raise my voice. After all we're in a public.

"No, I'm not blaming you," Logan replied, his voice softening slightly. "I just need some time to process everything. This is a big decision for both of us."

I nodded, feeling a knot form in my stomach. I knew he was right, but it didn't make the situation any less difficult. "I understand," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.

There was an awkward silence between us for a few moments, and I couldn't help but feel like the entire world was staring at us. "Look, Olivia I have to go," Logan said finally, standing up from the table. "But we'll talk soon, I promise."

I nodded again, feeling numb as I watched him leave. It was clear that things were going to be different between us from now on, and I wasn't sure how to deal with it. All I knew was that my life was about to change drastically, and I had no idea what the future held for me.

After Logan left the restaurant, I was left feeling even more confused and unsure of what to do next. I walked out into the cool night air and took a deep breath, trying to clear my head. What was I thinking? How could I have been so reckless and naive?

I felt a vibration in my pocket and pulled out my phone. It was a message from Jamie: "Hey Liv, how did it go?"

I sighed and typed back: "Not good. He needs time to think about it."

A few moments passed before Jamie replied: "Don't worry Liv, everything will be okay. Just give him some space and time to think. In the meantime, take care of yourself and the baby."

I felt a pang in my chest at the mention of the baby. It was a reminder of the new reality I was facing, one that I wasn't quite ready for. But Jamie was right, I needed to focus on taking care of myself and the life growing inside of me.

I took another deep breath and started walking home. As I walked, I couldn't help but wonder what the future held for me and this child. Would I be able to handle it on my own? How would I explain this to my grandmother? What will she think of me? What will people think of me when they found out about it?

I knew that the road ahead would not be easy, but I was determined to face it head on. I had made a mistake, but I was not going to let it define me. I would do whatever it takes to be the best mother I could be, even if it meant doing it alone.

Regret filled my heart for what I did. I should've stayed at home and not attend Alex wedding. Such thing wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't have gotten drunk and met Logan. I couldn't help but worry about the feedback I would get from Logan. This is something I didn't expect to happen to me. A storm all at the same time. Will I be able to handle it all alone? What if I didn't hear from Logan again? What if he abandon me and the growing baby inside me?

Different thought ran through my mind as I went back home. I didn't care to change out of my outfit. I got under the covers and pulled the covers to my neck while I stared at the ceiling above me.

The sound of my phone ringing startled me. I reached for it on the bedside table, seeing a notification from Logan. I hesitated to open it, scared of what it might contain. Eventually, my curiosity got the better of me and I opened the message.

"I'm sorry for how I acted earlier. I was just caught off guard. We'll talk about this properly tomorrow. Goodnight"

Relief washed over me as I read his message. At least he didn't abandon me completely. I couldn't imagine going through this alone. But still, the uncertainty of our situation lingered in my mind, making it hard to fall asleep.

The next few days were a blur. I barely left my apartment, except for when I needed to see a doctor. My mind was in constant turmoil, replaying the events of that night with Logan over and over again. I couldn't shake off the feeling of regret and shame. Since the night I didn't hear from him again. He didn't call or message. The nagging feeling inside me convinced me that he has abandoned me. There's no way around that.

I also couldn't stop thinking about the baby growing inside of me. I knew I had a huge responsibility to take care of the little life that was depending on me. But how was I supposed to do that alone? My grandmother lives miles away. Jamie is the only one keeping me company.

But even at that, it isn't enough for me to be back to my normal self. I know I have to do something. I'm not entirely at fault too. Logan has responsibility too. With that, I grabbed my phone from the nightstand. My inside thumping with what might follow.

"Hello" His husky voice resonate from the other end making me more nervous than before.

"Hello Logan. How have you been?" I commenced.

"I'm good. How are you too?" His voice doesn't sound like someone who is worried. He's even telling me he's good. While I'm left depressed with a whole lot of problems.

"I didn't hear from you since that day. You said you wi-"

"Look Olivia, I have a lot on my plate so I didn't get time to call you. I've not forgotten about our conversation. Give me some time"

"How long?" I asked getting irritated at his response. "How long will I wait for you? It's been a week since our encounter. Don't you think we should sit and talk about the responsibilities?"

"I said give me some time. I'll get back to you when I have things figured out," Logan replied, his tone firm.

"I don't have all the time in the world Logan. This is something that requires immediate attention. It's not just about me, it's about the life of an innocent child. Are you trying to run away from your responsibility?"I said, trying to hold back my tears.

There was a brief moment of silence on the line before Logan spoke again. "I understand that, Olivia. And I'm not trying to run away from my responsibility for the child. But we need to figure out how to handle this situation in the best way possible. I need some time to figure things out. If words get leaked out, my business will be in jeopardy. And my fiancée? I need to figure how to explain the situation to her"

My heart sank as he mentioned of his fiancée. I couldn't believe I had allowed myself to get into this mess. It looks like, he's worried about his reputation only. Not the situation I was in or will be in later on.

Olivia don't blame him for what you have a fault in. Remember you offered yourself to him in the first place. I didn't miss the bitterness that settle at the pit of my stomach at the reminder of that. "Okay, I'll wait for your call," I said before hanging up the phone.

"What the hell did you get yourself into Olivia. Your life is now messier than before" I cried out.