The Devil's Significant Other (Completed)

15.My desire for him

Stacey POV

I woke up and went downstairs to have some breakfast.Even though I was not hungry that much,I still went to eat  those delicious pancakes by Alan.I walked down the stairs and my eyes ran through the big room just in search of Alan.I approached to the table and sat down looking at the empty chair which was usually filled with Alan's presence.I touched the pancakes but they were still very warm which meant Alan was still home.A hint of hope ran through my mind.I was happy that he was home.Even the thought of him leaving made my heart stop beating.I finished eating many pancakes while thinking about him.I didn't even realize when did I finish eating all the pancakes.My heart was throbbing to see him.Why was I feeling like this?I can't have feelings for him because I had to take revenge from John Black and if I successfully take revenge from him,then Alan would probably hate me forever but as far as I know Alan and John's got a history and they've got a score to settle.So it wouldn't hurt him right?

I wasn't thinking straight.So many things came into my mind.However,my desire to see Alan never met an end.I got up without thinking and headed straight to his room.I knocked on the door and he groaned in anger,"Not now!"

Alan POV

Just as I was about to fall asleep,someone knocked at my door.I was infuriated.I groaned angrily,"Not now!"However I was about to close my eyes just to realize that I forbade all my bodyguards and maids to not disturb me no matter how important the situation was.Then who else could it be?

STACEY.

The named rushed from my brain to my heart and then to all nerves of my body.I jumped off my bed and opened the door just to see Stacey walking away.

"Stacey!",I said and she slowly turned around with her eyes fixed on the ground.

"What are you doing here?Do you need something?" I said as anxiety rose in my heart.

"I---I,",She hesitated.

"I just wanted--I wanted to see you since you were home.",She said shyly. 

"Come here beautiful girl.",I opened my arms to hug her but she hugged me before I did.

"Why do you act like a child,you will be eighteen in a few months."I said to her while bringing her to my room.She wasn't immature.She was just filled with innocence and kindness.

She looked down and said nothing.

"Oh and the music academy you talked about,I admitted you to the best music academy of the country.You will have classes on Sunday,Monday,Wednesday and Saturday.''

''That's four days a week."

"If you have an issue with that you can take fewer classes.I will ask to change the schedule for you."

"No,no,no that's not necessary!",She protested.

''Anything Stacey.By the way,why do you want to join the musics?"

"It's just that you whenever you go to the office,I remain lonely so..."

I laughed at everything she did.How she showed up in my room early in the morning just because she wanted to see me.How she waited for me to come home from work.How fear rose in her heart whenever she would see me.Sometimes she would talk like a little,innocence,immature girl.I loved everything she did and I would do anything to protect her innocence and kindness from the cruel world.

''Stacey...'',I trailed off

''I want to have rest as I could not sleep for the past two nights.If you want you can sleep beside me.",I said because right now,all I needed was a good sleep.The last couple of nights,the boys made a lot of meth and which made a lot of money indeed.The dealer was very arrogant and he thinks he can make a fool of me.He beat many of my boys and he will be tortured to death for that.He will be taken care of,soon,very soon.

Stacey POV

"Then I must leave,have a good sleep.",I said to Alan and he kissed me on the forehead before I left.I crashed into my bed as I had nothing else to do.I heard that Alan's men beat a junior d**g dealer to death because he had betrayed Alan.How much dangerous of a person he was to the outside world,yet he was the best man to me.The only question here was how can a person be so devious and enchanting at the same time.Alan was the fear of every person out there but in my case it was opposite,he was the only person I could rely on.

Sometimes he would come home and sit on the couch,he would light up a cigarette and take slow puffs of it.I would sometimes see him frowning and laying his head on the back of the couch.I always wondered that he had so much on his mind and how he acts like nothing ever happens.Whenever that kind of situation occurs,I massage his head or slowly stroke my fingers through his smooth,black hair.Then he would look at me with sorrowful eyes which looked like tears were about to come but it never did.Nothing ever makes him emotional as much as I do.Maybe that's why he loved me so much.

However I soon fell into a deep sleep despite all these things on my mind.

Alan POV

I woke up and got ready as soon as I could because that man deserves to die.He,first of all,betrayed me and secondly he beat my boys.I am coming you bastard.