I was kind of distancing myself from Max. I was a bit upset about what he said to me that day. I was getting a lift to school from Cameron every day.
I just got back from school and I walked into the house. I went upstairs and took out my phone, seeing that I had a text from Alexander.
Alexander:
Afternoon baby girl, how have you been?
Me:
I'm okay, just got back from school.
Alexander:
I'm currently in class. I'll be finishing up in fifteen minutes. Can I come over?
Me:
Yeah, I'm home alone. Cam has gone to Jessica's house.
Alexander:
I'll see you then.
I smiled and put my phone away.
I've been avoiding Max's texts and I've been dry with him. Space is a good thing. Right?
I did my hair and looked in the mirror.
I looked cute at least. My hair was loose, I had my school uniform on and my skirt was always short. Maybe a bit too short? What if he thought I was a slut? I had knee-high school socks on and my white button-up school shirt that showed my black lace bra underneath. Thank god I had some nice features. I had big boobs, a nice ass, and nice thighs. The rest of my body I hated.
I brushed my teeth and laid in bed until I heard the sound of his black Porsche come down the road. I heard a knock on the door and went downstairs and opened it.
He was wearing black skinny jeans, a white button-up shirt and his hair was messy, but cutely.
"Come in" I smile and he walked inside. He was so tall. And he smelt so good.
"You look cute" He smiled and looked at me. I blushed and closed the door.
"Do you want anything to drink?" I ask him and he nods.
"Yes, please. Water would be nice" He said and I smiled. If this was Max, he would have asked for one of Cameron's beers. I took out a bottle of cold water and gave it to him.
"What do you wanna do?" I ask him and he shrugs.
"What is there to do?" He asks and I smile. He was carved by a Greek god. He was gorgeous.
"We can go watch Netflix in my room- or play PlayStation?" I ask and he smiles at me. Maybe I was staring a bit too much.
I looked away and blushed.
He chuckled softly and I tried telling myself to stop blushing.
"Uhmm let's go to my room?" I say, trying to change the topic.
I walked upstairs and he followed me. I was so tiny compared to him. I came up to his stomach and even with Max. I was tiny.
I closed the curtains and my room was dark. I took my remote and climbed on the bed. Alexander climbed onto my bed as well and the whole feeling was a bit overwhelming. But in a good way. Alexander was actually on my bed. We were home alone and I was with him. It almost felt like it was just a dream.
I climbed under the blankets and I put the blankets over him. He took his shoes off and laid next to me.
I put on a new series called 'the order' and I put the remote on my nightstand.
"What did Max tell you that made you leave so early? You still didn't tell me" He said making me frown.
"He said that you don't go for virgins and you won't go for someone like me so I should drop it," I say and he sighs.
"You know that's not true. I'm not Max. I always thought you were different from other girls. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't be trying so hard to win you over" He says and I'm blushing. Again.
"You like me?" I ask and he nods.
"Of course I do. If I didn't, I wouldn't be here. Why do you think I've been spending so much time with you? I want to get to know you better. And I wouldn't have kissed you" He says the last part softer and I smile.
"I like you too Alex," I say and he smiles.
He looks at my lips and I bite my bottom lip. He looks into my eyes and I smile. I lean closer to his lips and close my eyes. Then I felt his breath over my lips. It was minty and that's when he kissed me. His kiss seemed a little more desperate and needier than usual.
His hands traveled down my body and landed on my thigh, making me shiver. He grabbed my thigh which made me moan softly. His hand there made shivers and tingles go down my spine.
He took my thigh and put it over his torso.
Oh god, I was nervous. Yes, I'm a virgin.
I climbed onto his lap and he pulled away, looking at me. I looked at him and he smiled.
"So you're a virgin huh?" He asked and I nodded.
"How far have you gone with a man?" He asks and I sigh.
"Uhm- kissing you," I say softly and he smirks.
"That's good. I can show you things. I can make you feel things you haven't felt before" He smirked and I blushed.
I looked down and he lifted my chin.
"Don't be shy baby. Being a virgin is a good thing. So many girls these days give it away to random guys and it's a precious thing and it should be looked at as a precious thing" He says and I look into his eyes.
His eyes were filled with lust and his cheeks were a bit pink.
"I don't want you to feel pressured to do anything with me. I'm not rushing you. I'll go as slow as you want me to go. Together, okay?" He says and I smile and cup his cheek.
"I want this. Kiss me?" I say and he smiles.
He gently takes me, pinning me down on the bed and his body was in between mine. He took my leg and wrapped it around his waist.
I felt so vulnerable like this. He clearly liked taking control.
He intertwined his fingers with mine and put them both on the side of my head. He started kissing me gentler. I could feel that he was holding back. I could feel his c**k that was hard- rubbing against my panties. I wonder if he could feel how wet I was.
His tongue was sliding in and out my mouth. I pulled away to breathe and he started kissing my neck. I let out little moans because I couldn't keep it in and his teeth found it's way to my neck and he started sucking on it and biting it. He moved to the other side of my neck and did the same. After a couple of minutes of repeatedly biting and sucking my neck he stopped. He looked at me in the eyes. Something was controlling about him, but also soft. He kissed my nose and I giggled, and then he kissed me all over my face, making me giggle some more. He smiled and kissed my forehead.
I put my fingers through his messy, dark hair and looked into his beautiful eyes. His hair was soft and clean.
"You're so beautiful Cassidy" He smiled and I kissed him softly. Our lips were already swollen from all the making out. We both pulled away and he climbed onto his side next to me. Making me almost feel empty.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and cuddled me as we carried on watching 'the order.'