Things had been pretty normal for the most part. Jordan was out doing his own thing, and I was keeping busy. The dreams only intensified. Never in my life had I had to relieve myself so many times. Mom and Anthony were spending a lot of time out and about. Late into the evenings. I was starting to feel like Jordan was avoiding me, but I just choked it up to my own issues.
Besides, it was good he wasn't around a lot. The neurotic dreams I've been having were making it hard to maintain just a familial feel towards him. To be honest I wanted to jump him and f**k him till we both couldn't walk.
"Earth to River!" Snapped Ashley. "Chicka, what the hell has your mind so busy lately."
"Sorry, a lot on my mind."
"So, when are you going to introduce me to your step brother." She wiggled her eye brows at me.
"He's never home, so I don't know. If you’re so interested, just go talk to him."
I hated saying those words, but I had no right to be jealous. He's my stepbrother. Which means off limits!
"I'd love to wrap my thighs around him," my wolf pipes in. "
What the fu.ck is your problem? He's family!" I yelled at her.
"Not by blood". She sang to me.
"f**k off. I swear if you’re the reason I'm always horny I won't talk to you for a month!"
"Don't be a b***h, River. This isn't my doing. You want that boy all on your own without my help." She snickered at me.
I couldn't help but roll my eyes. Ashley was talking about something and I had totally forgot to pay attention.
"River, I'm headed to class. See you later chickie." She called as she jogged over to her next class.
I was turning the corner when my body slammed into someone. I hit hard enough I dropped everything and fell backwards.
"Oh sh.it, River, I’m so sorry. I didn't see you there."
There was a glint of something in his eye. Staring up at him, I could feel my body heating up again. The problem was, my legs were spread and, by the look on his face, he knew exactly what was happening.
"Let me help you up." He said casually.
Once standing, I took a quiet deep breath. He must not have noticed.
"Thank you," was all I could manage to get out.
I grabbed my books and Jordan handed me several which I took and mumbled a thank you again. The remainder of the day was quiet and uneventful. Lucky for me. When I got home, Jordan was sitting on the couch reading a book. I was taken back. Guys normally aren't all that into reading. And last I knew, Jordan hated reading. To avoid acting weird, I said hi before going to my room.
When dinner was done, Anthony yelled for me to come down.I had deeply immersed myself in my homework and hated having to stop, but my stomach was yelling to be filled. As we sat and ate, we made small talk. Mom had Jordan tell us all about his old school.
At which point, she let him know I could show him around and introduce him to people. Her intentions were in the right place, but she was putting me in a really bad spot. I needed to keep my distance. My lust for him was growing with intensity. The only reason no one noticed was due to my thighs being tightly pressed together. Cautiously, I got up and ran to my room once everyone had left the table. I was almost safely in my room when Jordan came walking out of his own. Which just happened to be just a few feet from my room.
"Hey River, could you show me around at school tomorrow? I'm struggling with not getting lost when I go to science." His eyes scanned mine, and I felt like I couldn't move or he would know.
"Yeah, I can do that. Why don't we meet in front of the school in the morning?"
"Well, um, actually, I was going to see if you could give me a ride in the morning as well. My car has a tire that's going flat and needs an oil change."
He asked as though it shouldn't be a big deal. When actually I was going to be a horny mess all day. It's worse than I have been.
"That's fine. I'd be happy to help." I couldn't tell him no because then he is going to ask why.
I don’t need him to know I wanted him with a sinful desire.
“River! Jordan!” Anthony called to us.
“Yeah?” We replied in unison.
“Come down for a moment, please.”
My thoughts swarmed with worries as to why they needed both of us downstairs. Jordan allowed me to go ahead of him. We made it downstairs to see mom and Anthony having a conversation.
“Hey guys. Your mother and I just got a call from Alpha Hawk. Your mother and I are going with them to another pack to negotiate a peace treaty. We will most likely be gone anywhere between two weeks and a month. We will leave you the credit card. Just don’t go crazy about spending.” He gave a pointed look at Jordan.
My heart was about to burst from my chest. My mind was racing. I was going to be home alone with Jordan for 2 to 4 weeks!
“Okay, don’t have too much fun!” I said as I turned and calmly walked to my room.
Gently, I shut the door and just leaned against it. Trying to talk myself down from just falling into the black abyss my mind can be. A thought popped up, and I realized I was being ridiculous. Everything was going to be fine. Just because my dreams had taken on a whole new life didn’t mean they were Jordan’s true feelings. He hadn’t shown any form of interest in me. I was the one who was drooling over him. My body kept betraying me, but I just needed to get used to being around him. I stood and headed to take a shower. As I was grabbing clothes from my closet, I heard Jordan’s door gently close.
My body heated up all over again. Now I really needed that shower. The water was calming to my body, but my core was still alive with desire. I ran the soap along my body and closed my eyes. A soft groan escaped my lips as I thought about what Jordan’s touch would feel like. Rinsing off my body, I allowed my hand to roam to my lower lips. I caressed my soft bud and quickly massaged it until I could feel myself building. My orgasm ripped through me, and I let out a quiet moan.
Now, I have to completely rewash my body. Quickly, I washed up again and went out. My body was wrapped in a towel when I exited the bathroom into my bedroom. A knock came from my door. I called for them to come in and wondered what my mother wanted now.
I had my back to the door as I looked for my hair brush that is usually stored next to my bed in the nightstand. After finding it, I grabbed it and started brushing. It was too quiet. Why hadn’t my mother started talking? Turning around, I swear, my soul left my body. Standing there in pure shock was Jordan. Being the clumsy and idiotic me that I am, my towel half dropped, and my breasts sprang free. I dropped my brush, and it landed on my toe. My hands couldn’t seem to grip the towel to get me covered back up.
Before I could compose myself, Jordan left the room.
I facepalmed my forehead.
“Nice job dumb ass.” My wolf snickered.
“You’re a bitch.” I yelled back.
“That was not a graceful way to show you want him.” She laughed.
“Jazmyne, we cannot have any relationship with him other than as our stepbrother. Besides, he doesn’t like us anything more than as a sister.” My attitude was coming out strong and abrasive. I was tired of her little sideways ass comments. My body had already decided it was determined to betray me. I need my wolf in my corner if I am going to survive the next few weeks, let alone the next few months.
“I think he likes us more than you know.” She said with a knowing glance.
“What the fu.ck is that supposed to mean?” I asked.
“While you are sleeping, I am awake. I can hear everything going on around us. He likes to sit and stare at us at night. He much enjoys watching you play with yourself in your sleep.”
Apparently, the look of horror on my face was comical as she started rolling around laughing hysterically.
“I’m done with this conversation,” I said as I headed to bed. Shutting Jazmyne out I was hoping to get some restful and not sexually frustrating sleep.