As I was sleeping, I swear I felt someone crawl into bed with me. Feeling his warmth against me had me squirming into his body. The smell of him calmed me, and I was finally able to sleep without having s****l dreams that woke me in the night.
I swear I could feel his arms around me, but I knew better. This was just my mind playing tricks on me. For now, I was just going to enjoy every second of it. It was a much calmer dream than what my mind had been plaguing me with.
I woke up when my mom entered my room and told me they were leaving. It was early, and I wasn’t ready to get up yet. I gave her a half-awake nod and fell back asleep.
My alarm went off, and I groggily got out of bed. I was rubbing the sleep from my eyes when I noticed my room smelled of Jordan.
“Could he have actually been here last night?” I asked myself. Deciding I was crazy, I headed out to go get some food from the kitchen.
As I turned the corner, I noticed that Jordan’s door was wide open. My body came to a halt when he walked over to his bed. His back was to me, but I could see he had nothing on. His body glistened as water dripped down his body.
I swear I was drooling. My senses snapped back to me, and I went downstairs to start breakfast. The last thing I needed Jordan to know was that I was ogling his body without his knowledge or permission.
I had just finished mixing the breakfast burritos when he came downstairs.
“Something smells amazing.” He compliments.
“I thought it was the perfect day for breakfast burritos. There is green chili over there if you would like to smother your burrito.” I pointed to the steaming bowl on the other counter.
“I love green chili. This is the food of champions.” He gave a small laugh. I smiled in return.
“So, what are you thinking of the school so far?” Our plates were now on the table and loaded to the brim with food.
“It’s okay. I wish I knew more people. I saw that girl you hung out with all the time. She came and introduced herself to me. She seems really sweet.” He took a fork full of food and shoveled it into his mouth.
“Oh Ashley?” Was all I could manage to say. My throat constricted. I was jealous he noticed her and not me. Mentally, I slapped myself and told me to pull myself together.
“Yeah, that’s her name. I know you guys are friends and all, but would it be okay if I asked her out?” It took everything in me to keep myself from freaking the fu.ck out. My wolf was threatening to come forward.
“I want him! He’s mine!” She roared in my head.
“Jaz knock it off. He is our stepbrother. Why are you acting like that? It isn’t like he is our mate.”
“I can’t feel that he is our mate, but everything in me wants him,” She said with a sigh.
“That’s because he is forbidden fruit. Our Moon Goddess thought it funny to make him in the image of a God and we are just supposed to sit here and be good.” I said begrudgingly.
She walked off into a far corner of my mind.
“Earth to River?” Jordan was waving his hand in front of my face.
“Sorry, my wolf has been very temperamental lately,” I explained.
“Mine too. He has been really hard to deal with.” He commented back.
We made small talk through the rest of breakfast and on the ride to school. His science class was in second period. We had our first class together. Secretly, I was super excited about it. He even came and sat next to me. My heart pounded the whole way through class. I was excited he sat next to me, but when his hand accidentally brushed my thigh, when he was grabbing his bag off the floor, I nearly came then and there.
Prepared for whatever hell my body had for me today, I discreetly sprayed a masking spray on my clothes around my crotch area. I didn’t need to die of embarrassment by having the whole school know I was horny as hell.
As I walked Jordan to his science class, I couldn’t help but feel a little sad that we weren’t going to see each other until the end of the day, but also relieved that I wasn’t going to be walking around with soaked underwear again.
Lunch came and I was very excited to see Jordan come and sit with Ashley and I. It took some work, but I was able to keep Jaz under control. I avoided looking at Jordan for too long, as I knew the internal fight between Jaz and I would be seen in the color changing in my eyes.
Ashley and Jordan were flirting with each other the whole way through lunch.
When she laid her hand on his shoulder, I had to make an excuse to use the bathroom. Jaz, for just a millisecond, gained full control and about lost it all over Ashley.
I snuck out the back door and headed for the track. No one was out and it was the perfect opportunity to deal with Jaz.
“What the fu.ck is your problem!?” I yelled at her.
“I don’t like her touching him.” She growls. She has her teeth bared at me and I am shocked. Never has she acted this way towards me.
“HE ISN’T OURS!” I spelled out to her.
She laid down on her stomach and rested her head on her paws. Her words were just a whisper, barely audible. “I know.”
Rather than torturing myself for the rest of the day, I went to the locker room and changed.
“Jaz, I think we should go for a run.”
With that, her mood brightened. Her tail wagged with ferocity. I was barely off the school grounds when we shifted. I normally sat in the very back of my mind, but with how she has been acting with Jordan, I think it best I remain present.
We pranced about and chased after animals for hours. When I finally knew she was calmed down, we headed back to the school.
To my surprise, the door was shut and locked. I looked around to realize it was well past school hours. The sun was setting on the horizon. My realization hit me.
“Jaz, we have no clothes!” I screeched.
“Just take us home. Jordan is probably busy and we can sneak in.” She said with a yawn. The run had worn her out enough. She might finally sleep and give me a quiet night.
As we neared the house, I could see the lights were all off. I released a sigh of relief. We could get into the house without being seen.
To avoid unwanted eyes, we moved around to the back of the house before shifting. Having a wolf has its perks. For a human it would have been cold outside, but I thought it felt wonderful.
I entered the back door without hesitation. I could smell my mother’s candle warmer going. They must have come back home early.
Tip toeing, I made my way towards the stairs. Once again, clumsy me takes over and I slam my toe against the stairs. I let out a quick yelp and nearly fell. Making a whole mess of noise.
I looked behind me and to my side and didn’t see anyone. However, at the top of the stairs stood Jordan. His eyes stared at me with hunger. His tongue licked his lips and he slowly descended the stairs. Unable to move, I watched as he came closer to me.
Once he reached the bottom step, I finally was able to get myself to move backwards just a few steps. This worked against my intentions. He now had the perfect perspective to see every inch of my body. His eyes consumed every inch they could take in.
My body heated up, my cheeks flushed, and my core started leaking with need and anticipation. There was no way to hide my desires. I could feel my eyes changing as I was losing control. With each step Jordan took towards me, I took another step back. This got me stuck against the wall. Jordan pressed his body into mine and he started whispering in my ear. “I can smell your arousal.”
I couldn’t muster a reply. My eyes had fallen on the back of my head and my body was shaking with need. His fingers traced the lines on my lips, then down the rest of my body.
“Do you want me?” He asks. Stopping just for a moment to allow me to answer.
“Yes” I moaned out.
I pushed my core into him and began rubbing it up against his hardened manhood.
The moan that escaped his mouth caused me to lose any and all control that I had left. My hands wrapped around his neck and I smashed my lips into his. Our kiss was desperate and hungry. My fingers moved their way through his hair. Our lungs screamed for oxygen, but we gave them none. We only broke our kiss when Jordan wrapped his hands around my thighs and I jumped into him. My legs entwined themselves around his waist. Without any resistance, he turned and took us upstairs and to my room.
He had me lie on the bed as he slowly and seductively undressed himself in front of me. His body was made in the image of a God, if he wasn’t one himself. His muscles glistened in the light of the moon asking to be touched. His rock-hard member was thick and long. It was huge. I worried for a moment if I could even take it.
I bit my lower lip without thinking and it had Jordan on me in an instant. My legs were spread and he was using the tip of his member to play with my entrance.
“You’re so wet for me.” He moaned out.
I couldn’t contain myself. Loud moans escaped as he pushed into me. My moans turned to pleads. “Please.”
“You want more, baby?”
“Goddess yes!” I growled out.
With that, he slammed his member into me hard and fast. His member was relentless in sending me into spirals of pleasure and euphoria. I moaned, screamed, growled, and roared several times as I came all over his member.
I needed to taste him. Flipping us over, I took his member into my mouth and sucked him into my throat. Tightening it around him. My head bobbed fast and hard. His moans turned to growls and eventually a roar as my throat milked him for every last drop.
Slowly, I released him and crawled up his body. I laid my head on his chest and was quickly asleep.
Sitting up, I realized I was in my bed, but Jordan was nowhere to be found.
Looking down at myself, I saw that I had pajamas on.
“Another fu.cking dream!?” I yelled at myself.
Jaz was still fast sleep in my mind. I smelled the air and smelled my arousal, but nothing more.
“Son of a bi.tch.” I am so pissed off now. It didn’t happen and the Goddess knows I wanted it to happen. “I’m going to have to do something about this.” I said to myself as I felt my core heat up again and beg for attention.
Frustration consumed me. I was tired of dealing with things on my own. I was going to have to find someone to sleep with.
I thought of the two guys I would occasionally sleep with for release. They were nothing like Jordan. Complete failures compared to his God-like body, but they were going to have to do.
They knew I only came around when I needed release. They were both very respectful of my wishes. I am by no means an “easy lie” as they say. I just know I have an appetite and it has to be dealt with. Granted, this was the worst I have ever been.
Rather than futilely trying to go back to sleep, I decided a run would do me some good.