"I just want to go to bed," I said. Arcadian stared into my eyes, unwilling to let me go. His deep purple eyes are pleading with me. It's making me want to give in. Gods, this hurts so badly. My heart feels like it's barely beating. I feel like my world has come crashing down around me, and worst of all... It hurts to see Cad in this much pain. I know that he wants me. I know that he thinks he loves me. I know Arcadian is probably really sorry for what he did. He probably regrets it. He probably hates seeing me broken up like this. He just wants to keep me forever. I know all of that, but... It's just the bond. That's all. Arcadian doesn't like me, let alone love me. He doesn't want to stay monogamous for me. I'm not even his type. And the same for me. I don't like him either. I def