I carry Katy to the room bridal style and throw her down on the bed before climbing on the bed after her. I push her legs open and move between them, running my eyes over her body. I let my fingers run over her legs slowly, loving the goose bumps that is covering her skin. I look up to see Katy looking at me with so much love and trust in her eyes and my throat tightens. I hope I can deserve that love and trust in her eyes. I cradle her neck in my one hand while I place my weight on my other arm next to her head. “I love you Katy.” I tell her before I kiss her. She presses her body close to mine and moans. I want to go slow and make sure she is ready for me. I know she isn’t a virgin, her son being clear proof of that, but I’m not average size, I don’t want to hurt her. “Please Jackson.