As soon as I wake up, regret and embarrassment sets in. I can’t believe I chased Jackson out of the room and then continued crying for what felt like hours, because he wouldn’t have s*x with me. Well it’s not like I just cried about the rejection, I had a lot more on my mind than that. Jeremy saved our lives and he paid for it with his. I have been losing people left and right and it is only a matter of time before I lose another person I love.
I need to find a way to protect the people I love, but what I also need to do is make sure that if we don’t live through this, that we will have no regrets. I need Cole and Jackson to know that I love them before it is too late. I get the feeling not all of us are going to be walking out of this fight that is coming. I also have a suspicion that t
