I didn’t want to tell her about Jeremy but if she was going to try and call him, she would find out for herself soon enough. “When I told Craig that Jeremy was the name of the person that helped you, he tried to find out more about him. I am so sorry, I didn’t know what it would cause. I should’ve known you had a really good reason for changing your identity, I was just so desperate to find you.” I am causing her just as much pain as Damon. I hate all the pain my actions are causing her and I wish I could change what I did, but I know I can’t go back in time. I also know I can’t let her go, I am much too selfish for that. “How?” I knew what she wanted to know, but I wasn’t sure I should tell her. “Don’t you f*****g dare to think of not telling me. You know now what I have survived, I can