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Pankhuri while nodding her head in no started saying "no papa please don't go, don't go, papa papa, please papa don't go, papaaaaaaaaaaa".

Pankhuri wake up from her sleep in a jerk while mumbling papa and look here and there for Pankaj, but she didn't find him, then she got to know that it was her dream where his papa came to stop her for taking stupid step of leaving her maa and going away from her.

Pankhuri To Herself - God what I was doing? I was going away from here like a coward leaving my maa alone here thank you so much papa for showing your Pari correct path, I have to go back to my mother, how tense will she be if she has read my letter.

Saying this to herself Pankhuri get up from the bench and started walking back to her house while dragging her trolley bag. She had come a long way away from her house and now it was going to be morning 4:30 am She could not even see any vehicles from here. The very she was already tired because of walking for a long time and now her head was also started spinning and suddenly she hold her head and it seems that everything around is moving and she suddenly faints in the middle of the road.

A few minutes later, a car that was passing through that road stops seeing Pankhuri lying on the middle of the road and a middle aged woman comes out of the car, she walk near Pankhuri and checks Pankhuri pulses and then with the help of driver make her sit inside the car and take Pankhuri with her.

After 1 hour Pankhuri got her consciousness back and look around only to find Herself in the hospital bed. She try to sit up then only nurse enter inside the room and saw her trying to sit in a sleeping position she help her and went to call the doctor. After some minutes doctor enter inside the room.

Doctor - hello! Beta how are you feeling now? Still feeling dizziness?

Pankhuri - how am I here? (She asked being clueless)

Doctor - I found you lying unconscious on the road, I was going to the clinic at that time an emergency had come, I saw you unconscious and then take you with me to the clinic. by the way I'm doctor Madhulika Chatterjee. What's your name dear?

Pankhuri - Pankhuri, Pankhuri Bose and thank you so much mam to help me, now I'm feeling better I should leave now.

Saying this Pankhuri about to step down from the bed when Madhulika stop her.

Madhulika - Pankhuri wait your reports have come and congratulation you are one month pregnant. And you are little weak you need to take care of yourself call your husband and family don't go alone, you may get dizzy again.

Listening Madhulika word's Pankhuri felt like someone snatch land under her feet, her eyes become wide in extreme shocked.

Madhulika felt something wrong seeing Pankhuri shocked so she said "Pankhuri are you ok?"

Pankhuri while shuttering says " pre.....pregnant I'm pregnant how can it will be possible? Reports are wrong doctor I'm not pregnant, this is not possible, no no no I'm not pregnant, how can I be pregnant? This is not possible this is impossible, reports are wrong you are lying, how can it possible? How how this is all lie lie lie why are you lying to me?" . Pankhuri started screaming like a mad woman.

Madhulika first get confused then seeing her screaming like a mad woman she get concerned about her and try to calm down Pankhuri.

Madhulika - Pankhuri..Pankhuri.. Pankhuri relax drink this water. (Saying this she made her drink water)

Pankhuri drink Little water and look towards Madhulika with tears filled eyes and says " I'm not pregnant doctor, reports will be false, I am not even married, how can I be pregnant."

Madhulika - Pankhuri I'm a gynaecologist and the reports have clearly mentioned that you are one month pregnant.

Pankhuri Started crying more listening Madhulika word's she don't know how she get pregnant her brain was totally messed up, only one question is revolving that how it possible then suddenly that photographs and videos started playing infront of her eyes and she again get unconscious.

After Two Hour:

Pankhuri is sleeping in the bed eyes wide open tears marks are clearly visible on her cheeks.

Pankhuri POV :

"Everything is over everything, now how I will face maa? what will I say to her, I am pregnant and I do not know anything about the father of the baby, I don't even know how and when all this happened. Now I'm thinking that those pictures were true, that video was true because it has been 1 month since that incident and my pregnancy also, Somebody made me unconscious that night and did all that to me (thinking this she started crying). everyone on that marriage day was right but it was not my mistake I don't know what happened to me after coming out of the ice cream parlour, According to Shruti, I told her that I am going to Naintara house and then I messaged maa in her phone, saying that I am going to Naintara house, then I sent message to Naintara saying that I am going to meet Piyush. I don't understand what is happening. Something had happened to me, someone must have given me drugs or would have been spiked my food, but who would do that and why? Why would someone want to ruin my life? What have I done wrong to someone?"

Thinking this more tears rolled down from her eyes.

POV END

Madhulika - so Pankhuri, what have you thought about your pregnancy? I mean you are only one month pregnant and If you want to give birth to this child, then you are going to be a single mother and you are not even married and you do not even know when all this happened to you, Pankhuri you are young girl, your age will probably be 20-21 years old, your whole life is lying in front of you, you know beta bearing a child in a Womb is blessing for any women but your case is different . So I will suggest you to do abortion.

Hearing abortion words Pankhuri felt like someone stabbed knife in her heart and her hand automatically reach around her abdomen. Madhulika saw her scared expression.

Madhulika - Pankhuri If you need time to think, you can take it. If you want to inform your family then do it and discuss with them.

Saying this Madhulika left to her cabin.

Pankhuri saw her hand which was above her abdomen, she felt different type of emotion then she look around the hospital wall which consists of some baby photos seeing those innocent kids picture a small smile automatically formed on her face. Then she again look towards her tummy and don't know why she started caressing it over her clothes.

When Pankhuri was busy caressing her abdomen she suddenly heard a crying voice of small baby she started looking here and there to search a baby when she suddenly spotted that baby at her bed only she immediately took that baby in her lap and started cradling that baby lovingly

Pankhuri (lovingly) - ssshhhh.. ssshhh... Baby don't cry, mumma is here only near you ssshhhh..mera bacha

saying this Pankhuri hold that baby near her chest and slowly caressed baby back and saw that the baby is now stop crying when she saw that baby face it was now replaced by a beautiful innocent smile, Pankhuri too smile seeing that innocent smile.

Pankhuri came back from her trance when Madhulika keep hand over her shoulder, Pankhuri immediately look towards her hands which was empty there was no baby, she get to know that it was her imagination.

Madhulika - So Pankhuri what did you think, what's your decision?

Pankhuri took a deep breath and says "doctor I want this baby, Whatever happened to me their is no fault of this baby, I will never forgive the person who did this to me, but this baby is mine she/he is part of my body how can I kill him/her? I want this baby I will give birth to my baby".

Madhulika smile and caress her head and left the room.

To be continued...........