Nakatulala ako ngayon habang tinitignan si Jandro na natutulog. Kanina, he forced me and took me painfully and harshly. Hubad ang aming katawan ngayon habang nakatakip ng kumot. I hugged the comforter tightly and sobbed silently. Masakit ang ari ko ngayon dahil sa ginawa niya kanina.
Why does he think that I’m a slut? Hindi niya ba nararamdaman na siya ang naka una sa akin? I can’t believe he actually thinks like this. Masakit ang katawan ko at pati na rin ang puso ko ngayon.
I stared at his face while he was sleeping, I wiped the tears on my face at humarap sa pader. He got my virginity now at magiging masaya sana ako kung hindi lang sana forced ang ginawa niya, I would love him to be my first but he treated me like an animal during my first time and it hurts so much.
I fell asle
