**Marcel** Why was I feeling like my whole world had stopped spinning? I knew that I had feelings for Maia, but I was not her mate. There should be no reason as to why I was feeling so empty after her death. I wanted nothing more than to kill Erik, but Enzo wouldn't even let me avenge her. I understood him wanting to bury his mate and all, but I cared more about making the bastard pay that did this to her. I had been running for a while now. After we buried her I couldn't stand to look at my brother. The image of his haunted face was too much for me to bear. Then, he disappeared, leaving me alone to grieve. He is a selfish bastard too! He wasn't the only one that lost her, I los