I went to look for a supermarket to buy alcohol for the party, but the nearest one was half an hour away from my grandparents’ house on foot. Alfred should have told me, but I didn’t really mind though, because I had time to clear my head at least and to try to take my mind off of Jax for once and for all. I tried to convince myself that it was just a nice dream that I needed to wake up from and get back to reality where the likes of me don’t get to be with the likes of Jax. Moreover, I told myself that it’s better that way. It's better to know his true self before I fall for him even deeper.
I hoped all my friends from home would be able to make it to the party. I got a few replies from some of them, but not from everyone. I really missed them all, even though I had just left home a few
