Reckless

Chapter 6

Unti-unti niya akong binuhat. I pouted and slapped him.

"Hey! What's wrong with you?!" tumawa ako sa reaksyon niya. He looks funny when I slapped him.

"You look stupid." Ngiti ko.

Binaba niya ako sa front seat at nilagyan ng seatbelt. I closed my eyes. - The next thing I knew I'm in my bed and Louis is tucking me in. Nilagyan niya ako ng kumot at inayos ang unan.

"You dumb... stupid... shit." I whispered.

"I know..." Buti alam mo!

"I hate you!" I shouted and felt my tears falling down to my cheeks.

Fuck this tears! Hindi siya sumagot. This stupid guy doesn't even response to anything I'm saying. Sumimangot ako. I opened my eyes and I saw his dark expression.

I pulled him towards me and the next thing I remembered... I kiss anyone close to me when I'm drunk.I woke up when I felt the strong sunlight on my face. What happened last night? Napahawak ako sa ulo ko at unti unting bumangon.

My head is aching so bad. I walked towards the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

I don't have any make up on. Did he clean my face? This is why I can't stay here longer 'cause he cares too much. He always does this before whenever we would party at night and I'm too wasted to even wash up.

I walk out of the bathroom and covered my whole face and sat on the couch near my bed. Nagflaflashback ang mga nangyari kagabi. I'm sure I did it.... s**t. I kissed him.

I shouldn't have drank too much! Ginulo ko ang buhok ko at parang mababaliw na ko sa pinaggagawa ko. I released a deep breath and fixed myself. I need to take care of Brion... right.

Gio: Hey, Good morning. How's it going? I'm worried about you.

Right! I forgot to text or call Gio.

Ako: Hi! Morning! I'm sorry I'm kind of having a moment here to rest... I'm good!

Nilagay ko 'yon sa bulsa at lumabas na ng kwarto. Everyone's already in the dinning are yet I just finished fixing my self from deep sleep.

"Hija! Ayos ka na ba? Sinabi sa'min ni Louis ang nangyari."

H-He told them? Oh no. Why would he share something like that to his mom? It's not like sinadya ko siyang halikan!

"A-Ayos na po ako." I sat beside Brion who's beside his father na pinapakain siya.

I would never be a good parent to Brion. Hindi ko alam kung paano mag alaga ng bata and I don't even know what he likes. Yumuko ako at kinain ang nasa harapan ko.

Wala akong ganang kumain pero I need to show respect to someone who made this meal for us.

"Nga pala Hija, Aalis kami ng mama ngayon. Baka bukas na kami makabalik." Inangat ko ang tingin ko sa kanila.

"Sige po. Mag-ingat po kayo." I said. As what they've said, after lunch they left the house.

Hawak hawak ko ngayon si Brion na umiiyak dahil umalis sila tita. He's really close to everyone here in house.

"It's okay... They'll be back." Ngiti ko.

"Totoo mommy?" Tumango ako at inangat siya kaunti dahil nangalay ang kamay ko.

Brion's getting heavier. Maybe next year hindi ko na siya kayang buhatin.

"What if they come back next year? Like you mommy..." Malungkot niyang sabi. I feel like something broke and touched my heart. This is my fault.

I'm the one that gave him a trauma of someone leaving him. Louis looked at me and raised his eyebrow. He walked out and went upstairs.

"Yaya Selya can you take care of Brion muna? Kakausapin ko lang si Louis."

"Sige po..." Sabi niya at kinuha si Brion sa akin.

Pag akyat ko naabutan ko siyang pumasok sa kwarto ko. What will he do there? Nagmadali akong pumasok and he's setting up his PS4.

"Louis," tawag ko.

It caught his attention and looked at me

"Why did you tell them? Hindi mo na dapat sinabi 'yon. Hindi ko naman sinasadya na hali... kan ka..." Inis kong sabi.

The curve of his lips raised a bit. Unti-unti itong tumawa.

"I didn't tell them that part... What made you think so?" He chuckled. shoot!

I-I thought that's what he said. I looked away. God. I'm so embarrassed right now. He didn't bring it up, but I did instead!

"It was good though..." Kinuha ko yung unan at binato siya.

Tumama 'yon sa ulo niya pero lalo lang siyang tumawa. Padabog akong lumabas ng kwarto. I went to the living room trying to calm my nerves.

I'm just gonna watch netflix to ease up. He's annoying as ever! He should've stop me! Pero... no one can stop me when I'm drunk. Oh wait... he stopped me the night we... oh my God! What am I thinking?

Ginulo ko ang buhok ko at dumapa sa sofa. Tumayo ako at naisipan na lumabas muna. Brion's with yaya Selya at baka nakatulog na rin siya.

I'm wearing an appropriate clothes. An off-shoulder with sweetheart neckline and high-waisted maong shorts. Tumingin ako sa shoe rack at nandoon ang dating tsinelas ko. I wonder if this is clean.

Sinuot ko iyon at lumabas na. I streched. I'm thinking where should I go... sa bandang beach kaya? Malapit lang iyon dito sa mansion nila Louis.

I smiled as I walk to the sand part. It means I'm near the beach. Naghanap ako ng medyo masilong na parte dahil may konting araw pa. I sat on the sand and Closed my eyes. The sound of the waves is relaxing.

"Katherine!"

Isang maligayang tono ang sumira sa pag mumuni-muni ko. I opened my eyes and saw a guy who's a bit familiar.

"Uh?"

"Xian. We use to date back in highschool haha!" He said.

Oh! I don't remember him that much. I have many exes when I was in highschool isang dahilan don ay para paselosin si... Louis.

"So, how are you?"

"I'm good."

"As always. Anyway, are you free tonight?" He asked.

Doesn't he know about the rumors here in town? I'm pretty sure the rumor of me being married to Louis and we have a kid was a bomb years ago for them.