Richard The night was explosive. I fought my desires greatly but I had to give in eventually. The jealousy and rage that boiled within me drove me insane. And when she responded to my touch with every name I mentioned, I felt the dangerous need to erase them all from her mind. I shouldn't feel this way. It was a contract after all and I would have to say goodbye eventually but I couldn't help myself. I wished things were a bit different and the freedom of choice was mine. I hadn't cooked in a long time, but with Raven, I felt the need to impress her. Although I made it seem like it was something I did often so she wouldn't feel awkward. Raven had created a fog in my mind, no doubt and this morning was the first time that Caitlyn wasn't an issue. It had to count for something, and I