I saw my two older sisters looking at me as they murmured. I just ignored them. I started to climb up the stairs to my room. When I reached my room I immediately closed it. I lay down on my bed and then let out a deep breath. I hugged the pillow next to me and then closed my eyes and at that moment I could not stop the tears from flowing. My chest is too heavy because maybe I can't let go of any resentment so every night I just cry. I want to be strong when I am in front of them. I don't want them to see that I am just weak. I cry almost every night, but when morning comes a brave Sophia faces them all. I want to show them all that I am strong and that I can defend myself.
I just thought when I was young we were all okay. My siblings treat me well and I feel like they love me and so do ma
