Loathing Logan (COMPLETE )

Cuddly Buddies/ Big News

Sophie

I could still feel the excitement from Logan as he spun us around. He had a smile from ear to ear matching mine. My hands cupped his face as I repeatedly kissed his lips. My legs wrapped around him, and he held me steady holding my butt. I didn't care if anyone was looking or not, I loved being with him. 

I was happy, we were finally together now. He was my mine, I was his girl.

"You just f*****g made my day baby girl. Thank you." He whispered. 

Slowly swaying from side to side, unwilling to put me down. I traced my hands around his neck and buried my face on his neck, inhaling the sexy smell of his cologne. 

"And you make my day every, Logan," I said smiling.

He smiled and tightened his grip on me. He walked us to his bed and sat on it, moving us against the headrest, making me straddle him. His hands slowly caressed my back. We locked eyes, there was just something about the way he looked at me. Made me feel a way of happiness and an eagerness to kiss him.

He slowly cupped my face and pulled me to him. Pressing his lips on mine softly as he handheld me steady on the back of my neck, his fingers interlacing in my hair. I arched my back feeling his hands slowly roaming my back, making me shiver. The temperature in our town was getting colder each day. He moved his feet, raised his knees, and covered us with his blanket, slowly moving us so we laid down together. 

I know we had to go over Mrs. McGee's assignment, but right now, all I wanted was to be in his arms. 

He had been practicing like crazy, and he looked really tired. I was tired from all the walking Ashley and Meghan had made me do. Before long, we both had fallen asleep. It was a thing we both started to like doing; falling asleep in each other's arms.

I don't know how long we slept. All I know is that I felt a soft shake on my arm. I slowly began to awaken. I slowly opened my eyes. Logan and I lay in a spooning position. He held me tight around my body, our fingers intertwined as he extended his arm over mine. It was getting dark in his room already, other than the light coming from out his room through the hallway. 

"Hey, honey. Are you guys hungry? It's a little late. You guys didn't come down for dinner. I figured you guys either fell asleep or were still working on homework." His mom spoke softly, she came down to my eye level, bent her knees, and moved my hair back away from my face softly.

I smiled and sighed softly. "Sorry. I guess I was just so tired today. I'll wake up Logan right now, and we'll come downstairs." I answered, receiving a warm smile in return from her. She hung her head and pursed her lips.

"Sophie. I want to ask you something. And please be honest with me honey." She asked in a whisper.

"Of course. Anything." I answered with a groggy voice.

"Are you and Logan. . . you know?" She asked, her face turning a little red, unlike mine that had become completely red. She smiled apologetically and shrugged her shoulders. My eyes widened and I gulped down hard.

"Oh for crying out loud mom. Sophie and I are not sleeping together. Well, technically we fell asleep together. But, we're not having sex." Logan's voice sounded in the back of me, he still had his eyes closed and held me tight.

"Oh thank God! I was worried there for a second. I mean, I get it. You guys are young, hormones can get a little rowdy." She said making me feel a little awkward.

"Mom?" Logan raised his head looking at her with a stern look. She raised her hands and shrugged her shoulders.

"Alright. Alright. Look, I just want you guys to promise me one thing, ok? IF you guys do decide to, you know. . . become intimate, please be careful! You two are too young for babies. Ok?" My eyes widen and I smiled nervously.

Logan got up, sitting on the bed. "Mom! Seriously!?" He raised his hands in protest. I giggled, but she was right. I won't lie, the opportunity had come up plenty of times for us to become intimate, but I was glad we had agreed on no s*x until we both were sure and ready.

It was something I was content with him. He never pressured me into anything I didn't want to do. He'd control himself and stop if he felt I became uncomfortable.

"Promise me, Logan. Sophie is a nice girl. I care about her. I just want to make sure you are being a gentleman with her." She said running her hands on my hair. She smiled and tilted her head slightly.

"Ok. . .I promise. Happy now? Can we please drop this embarrassing subject please?" He said irritated. I giggled, though the situation was quite embarrassing, I couldn't help the way he was taking it. I love the relationship he has with his mom. He's just as protective of her as she is with him.

"Thank you. That's all I wanted to hear. Now, I don't see any books out, I'm guessing you two fell asleep and didn't do work? So, I'll bring up dinner for you guys before you study, ok?" She said standing and running her hand over my chin, squinting an eye.

I was already in a sitting position, I turned to look at Logan. He had his head up against the headboard with his eyes closed. I turned my body and hugged him around his waist and placed my head on his chest, closing my eyes. 

"Sophie, I'm sorry about my mom. That was unexpected of her." 

I looked at him and smiled. "I bet you get that pep talk plenty of times huh?" I said involuntarily. He held my hands and looked at me. "Soph? No. Why would you think that?" 

"Well. . . you know? Amber. Maybe, other girls, you've brought home." I shrugged my shoulders and he leaned his head back, sighing in disbelief.

"Soph. You're the only girl that has ever been in my room. Amber has never made it past my living room. And even then! I never did anything compromising with her. I just. . . I couldn't." He said hanging his head. 

It made me confused. He had the reputation of the school's heartthrob. It was the reason why I was so unsure to say yes all this time. I thought he was just playing with me at the beginning.

"Oh. I'm. . . sorry." I said apologetically. He turned towards me and cupped my face.

"Sophie, there's never been a girl in my life that I have wanted to be with more than you. Call it cliché. Whatever. I don't care. I know most guys in our school are whores, but that's not me. I wanted to wait until the right girl came. Someone like you said, someone, I could be comfortable and sure that I wanted to be intimate with, at the right time and on the right occasion. You're the only one I have ever felt what I'm feeling right now Sophie." He said in a low tone. My heartfelt sensation like no other.

I was falling so hard for him. He was perfect in every way. I went on my knees and launched myself towards him, my arms embracing him tight and I claimed his lips vigorously. He smiled and kissed me back. I straddled him and kissed him continuously. His arms slowly roamed my back. He gripped my butt, pulling me closer to him. 

He was indeed a beautiful specimen. 

We parted, gasping for air. I knew if we didn't stop our make-out session, things would get a little too intense for us, and each time it became harder for us to stop. 

He knew I felt I wasn't ready, and if we were going to be intimate, it had to wait until we both were ready.

I laid my forehead on his. I could feel his smile. He slowly embraced me and my hands went over his shoulders, interlacing around his neck.

"God, I love it when you kiss me like that baby." He said softly. I smiled cupping his face. 

We both laid back down for a little longer. After a few minutes, his mom came back up with a tray of food for both of us. We ate and talked to her for a while. When she left us alone again, we went over the outline, making sure we had not left anything out. We had plenty of time left before the usual time he takes me home, we sat together while he played video games for a while. 

He sat with his back against the bean bag, his legs extended. I laid in between his legs hugging him around his torso. I could get used to this. I think this was going to be one of my favorite poses. 

He paused his game. The silence penetrated an awkward silence. "Sophie. I need to tell you something. I know there's still a lot we both need to learn from each other. But there is something I want to make clear to you." He said in a low voice. His eyes closed. I looked up, I could see his Adam's apple moving up and down. His eyebrows were pursed.

"Ok. I'm listening." I said in a whisper.

He ran his arms over me, embracing me and sighing. "Sophie, I know Amber has spread around school that I'm a man w***e like all the rest of the guys. That was one reason we always argued. There were many times she wanted to have s*x with me and she'd get so mad when I would tell her no. She knew I wouldn't budge. I'm aware every girl thinks we did have s*x because she would say so, but I never cared to prove them wrong. Maybe I should of, but I guess it's too late now. What I'm saying is, I don't want to push you into thinking you can't be with me because I will probably just leave you soon as we do. I will always be here Sophie. No matter what! And it doesn't matter if you make me wait months or years, I will wait for you, Sophie. If there's someone I do want to be with, it's you."

I smiled, I couldn't picture how hard this may have been bothering him. He pondered on how to clear his name with me. I was happy he clarified to me, but I also felt embarrassed that I had judged him wrong.

"For now, I have no problem with being your cuddle buddy. If that's ok." He smiled kissing my lips, making me smile.

"I have no problem being your cuddle buddy," I said through a smile.

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Next Morning

I had left my phone on silent and didn't realize T had been calling me all night. I felt so bad for missing his calls. Of course, though Logan and he were starting to get along, he still got jealous when I gave attention to Troy.

Logan had been picking me up for school every morning for the last two weeks. Today was no different. . . well! Technically, it was, because we were about to enter school as an official couple. 

Before, we'd enter together, but just as friends. Today, he reached out, holding my hand to get out of the car, and held my hand the whole time we went inside.

Everyone around us smiled and murmured among themselves saying how cute we looked together.

As we made it to my locker and Logan opened my locker door, T came and slammed it shut.

"What f**k T?" Logan sneered

"Where the hell were you two last night? I called Sophie's phone all night! Why didn't you answer me?" He gestured to us irritated. Logan chuckled and placed his hand over my shoulders.

"Why T? what's wrong?" I asked preoccupied.

"I need to talk to you. Please, Soph!??" I looked at Logan with my puppy eyes. He sighed and gestured me to go. I turned kissing him on his lips and smiled wiping off the shimmer from my lip gloss on his lips. His face lit in a bright smile and Troy looked between the two of us and gasped.

"You two are dating now! Aren't you? That's why you didn't answer my damn call! Oh, f*****g hell yes!" He punched Logan on his shoulder, making Logan step back. 

"What the f**k T. . .watch it! I have a game this Friday. I need my shoulder to play you know?" He said making Troy chuckle.

I rolled my eyes and kissed his cheek. "We'll be back," I said and he hugged me tightly before I took off with Troy.

We made our way to an empty class and he quickly sat, he was nervous.

"So! What's up T? What happened?" I said as I sat next to him.

"First- congratulations on the official title with the hunk!" He said making me chuckle.

"Two- I am freaking out Soph. I am seriously freaking out." 

"What? Why? Explain yourself!" I said, he was making me just as nervous as he was.

"So you see, Dylan, Lexie, and I were calling you to go out to dinner with us last night. . Ok? But. . . you didn't answer. So it was just the three of us." He narrowed his eyebrows.

"Ok, I'm sorry, I forgot my phone was left on silent." I apologized.

"Pff. . .do-don't be, I'd ignore your phone calls if I was cuddled next to a hunk too. Anyway, when we ended dinner, we walked around town for a little. Dylan kept acting a little strange. But anyway, Lexie saw her mom at Carissa's cafe, so she said she was taking off and left. Only Dylan and I were left. We went to sit at a bench, and he bought us coffee from one of the baristas outside, we talked and talked and talked. Then he just got quiet. . .and" He became silent. My nerves were a wreck, he was stopping at the most important part and I was now becoming freaking anxious.

"What, T? What happened?"

"He looked at me, I looked at him. Before I knew it, he grabbed my neck, pulled me towards him, and planted a big kiss on me. I was so shocked. He got up and started walking away. So-"

"So??? What did you do?" 

"So, I went after him. I pulled him and took him to the side of the cafe where no one would bother us. And-"

"He looked at me with a gleam in his eyes. My mouth gawked open and my eyes widened in shock. 

"Oh my god T just tell me! What happened?" 

"Well, what did you think to happen? I kissed him back. I pinned his ass to the wall and took advantage of the situation! I said f**k it! This is my damn wish come true and I was not going to waste it."

I had my mouth wide open and I felt so freaking happy for him. 

"He kissed me, Soph! He freaking kissed me! And Oh Lord is he a damn good kisser." He answered, his eyes wide open and heart pounding in his ear. 

I shrieked in excitement for him and launched myself at him. I was so freaking happy for him. Logan on the other hand freaked out by my squeal s***h screaming, which I'm pretty sure was heard outside. He bursts to open the door and runs towards me.

"Sophie!" He jolted towards me and grabbed me looking me over making sure I was ok. "Babe are you ok? Are you hurt? b***h, what did you do to her? You better have not hurt her!" He pointed a finger at Troy and we both started laughing. 

I hugged him and kissed his lips. "Logan I'm fine. T didn't hurt me. He would never hurt me." 

"Then why the hell did you yell!? I f*****g panicked." He said making T chuckle in the back. "Sorry. Honest, I didn't mean to. I was just so happy for T." 

"Why? what happened to T?" He asked and the realization hit in, Logan didn't know Troy was gay. I wasn't sure he wanted him to know yet.

"I um. . . I got to spend time with someone I liked,  Logan. That's why I called Sophie last night, I wanted her to know." T said nervously.

"Oh. . ok?" He said, he glanced between the two of us and narrowed his eyebrows. T pursed his lips trying to contain his smile.

"Anyway! I should go. Congratulations to you guys too. I'm honestly happy you two are together. It was about damn time." He said making Logan smile. 

"Yeah. That's what I said." Logan replied making me giggle as he stared at me with a smile on his face. 

The bell rang and T looked up towards the heavens, "Ok! I'll see you guys later at lunch, ok?" He said as he left the room. 

Logan sat on the edge of the desk, pulling me close to him by my hips and claiming my lips. 

I won't deny, his kisses were awakening my desires for him more and MORE, each time he kissed me. I was content with him, and I was so happy for T and Dylan. 

Here's to wish a smooth sail for the four of us. . . .

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