Saving my daughter from her alpha father

I know you just did not say that.

chapter 35

{Callie pov}

I was talking to Adam trying to knock some sense into that thick skull of his, he has been avoiding Ivory for a few weeks now, i know what she said to him scared the hell out of him it scared me too. But we needed to be together to be a strong family, but it also scared me to be with him. i would sometimes have flashbacks of him yelling at me telling me to get out and never come back, I knew i needed to forgive him but when he gets angry it scared me, but i needed to face that fear so i walked into that office and started talking to him, when he said he loved Ivory and he loved me, i couldn't find the words to say to him. So i ran out into the night air, i ended up at our lake were we use to swim and make love under the moon and stars, it has been so long to feel his arms around me, to sleep beside him hearing his snores in my ears to wake up turning to see him smiling at me, but it all changed when he picked her over me, but i guess it was time to have that talk, the talk we have both been avoiding to have. i was dipping my toes in the water feeling the cool water on my feet when i heard the branches break on the ground, i smelled his scent i knew he was here, i waited until he got here, he placed a hand gently on my shoulder, and said what i dreaded the most,

“I think it's time that we both talk”

sighing i knew he was right, but how, how are we going to talk when everything was still fresh in my head, how was i going to sit here and talk to the man i love and be scared that he just might throw us out again, i knew i needed to face my fears so i turned on the log i was sitting on and looked right at him into his beautiful green eyes,

“I do agree to this, i think we need to have this talk that we been pushing this off way to long,” and i think it's time to get everything out in the open,

“listen before you even say one word let me talk first, i have listened to you for years now, its time to have my turn to talk to say what i been needing to say to you ,” i watched as he walked over to the falling log and set down he raised his head to look at me, i was wondering if i was ready to forgive him, did he want me because this b***h cheated on him, did he want me because i had his child, either way i am going to get my answers,

“Alright Callie, im listening what do you have to say?” when he said that i wanted to punch him right in the face, the way he spoke to me like that give me a break, so i started off,

“first off watch your tone, i've been walking on eggshells here thinking if i make the wrong move or say the wrong thing you will toss me out again, i'm not doing that anymore, now my questions are to you, why are you really wanting me back, is it because she cheated on you and you want me back knowing i didn’t? or that I had your child? Just because I had your child Adam, does not mean we have to be together. we can keep doing what we are doing co parenting letting her know she is safe to come to any of us to talk to, and I have been fine with that. i'm not in any hurry to do anything, that day Adam, that is still fresh in my head, you told me you only wanted to be with me. only me but when that pack came here that day, i knew you found her i was going to tell you it was okay i understood if you wanted to be with her instead, but she attacked me, and you picked her off the ground and held her so tight against you to keep her safe, when she was the one that attacked me, The way you looked at me that day was so much hate in your eyes you just tossed me out without even trying to even see if i was even okay, you just yelled at me and told me to get the hell out and never come back, do you realise i was terrified when i asked you to come see me in lunas Van pack, because if you would had harmed a hair on Ivorys head, i would had done anything in my power to kill you, and yes i would had Adam, Do I love you? Yes with all my heart i do, i would walk through hell and back with you, but i need to find myself again, i need to know that our daughter is safe in sound before i even think of even allowing myself to be with you ever again, You hurt me Adam, i have forgiven you, but right now i need to put my daughter first before i even think of anything else, and if that means keeping her safe for the rest of my life then so be it,” I watched him just sitting there looking at me with those beautiful eyes he had, then he slowly held his head down, then back up once more, it was his turn to talk, he stood up from the log and took my hands in his, he caressed them with this thumbs as he spoke to me,

{Adam pov}

I set there waiting for her to talk, i knew i should not have said how i said it, but i was the alpha, i normally spoke first, but this time she made me shut the hell up while she took the lead, when she was talking i started thinking about what she was asking me, did i want her back because Nikki cheated on me or i wanted her back because she had my child, i wasn’t ready for that question at all, because i wasn't prepared for it. i was thinking that we were going to talk and discuss about us and get back together, i knew she loved me so there you go bam we are back together, but nope she took me by surprise with that first hand, then there was this thing about walking on eggshells around here, huh, what, she never has to do that, but then again i do watch how people do things around here, i take care of my pack i make sure they are okay with everything, i make sure there safety is the first thing that is on my mind, make sure they have food water clothing everything that a pack needs and have, but always in the back of my mind was Callie, i watched how she smiled when she trained and ran, i watched how she would talk to Ivory and how she would help around the pack house like a true luna, but i knew things are tense with us, everytime we are alone there is tensen in the air and in the room, everyone would look up when she walked into the room and then whisper a few things before she could even hear anything, but i heard all of it, they wondered when she would forgive me and become the luna, they oftened talked about the day i tossed her out, they were still upset with me about that, it seemed it was I that was walking on egg shells around here, this pissed me off at first, but then i calmed down, being pissed off is not going to help matters, and not going to get us back together any faster, so i held her hands when she got done talking, and i said what i had to say, she might not like what i have to say, but i didn’t like what she said either, so i took a deep breath and let it out and begin my speech to her,

{Unknown pov}

who the hell are these two people standing by my lake, don't they realise i need to bath, who ever they are needs to leave, or im going to rip there f*****g heads off, im so sick of waiting for them, give me a damn break here, they break up and now there here again, wait what ever happened to that other woman he was with, damn i loved how her t**s would come out of her shirt, and this one, loved to swim in my lake naked, well i dont really care, they need to leave, or im going to call some friends to get there asses out of here,