OCEAN POV
“MUMMYYYYY JADE IS PULLING MY HAIR.”
“MUMMY HE IS LYING I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HIM.”
I let out a sigh shaking my head in disbelief. This kids has started again. I knew who was at fault in this because I am their mother after all.
“Jade and Jayden come here right now.” I instructed in a calm voice which they are all scared of. Trust me whenever I sound calm, they know I am never calm inside because they are all going to get it from me.
I heard their tiny feet running to my bedroom. Then they all showed their faces.
I looked at their hazel eyes which they all got from their dad who I hated so much but I can't hate my kids because they are everything to me and also the reason why I am still alive.
“Now can you both tell what is the reason why you are shouting and disturbing the whole house.” I asked with my arms folded on my chest.
“Mummy it's all Jayden's fault. He won't listen and he kept doing the painting the wrong way.” my daughter Jade said as she kept pointing at her brother who was quiet.
“Jade is that why you pulled his hair?” I asked her.
“I...... didn't..” she whispered the last part.
“How many times have I warned you to stop lying? First of all you kept disturbing your brother who was doing his homework peacefully. He didn't say a word to you then you pulled his hair because you wanted his attention. Do you think I won't know about this?” I asked the main trouble maker in the house. Definitely she didn't get this character from me but from her father of course. I am never a trouble maker.
My little trickster bent her head down since she had nothing to say.
“Next time don't you do that to your brother again. Now apologize to him this minute.” I ordered her.
She turned looking at her brother with tears filled in her eyes.
“Jayden I am sorry.” she said before she started crying.
Jayden being a sweet child walked to her and hugged her.
“Don't cry Jade. I forgive you. Don't do that again because it was really painful. You really hurt my scalp.” he said. See such a gentleboy. Now he is just like me.
“Am sorry.” she said as she hugged him back.
I smiled as I looked at my babies. Although they are five years, they still look like babies in my eyes.
After I left the pack years ago, I found a good pack which was happy to accommodate me. I began to work as a cleaner in a restaurant. That was when I found out I was pregnant.
At first I was sad and almost committed suicide because I didn't know how I was going to take care of a child. I was slowly falling into depression when one day my wolf made me hear the strong heartbeat of my pups. That day I found out that I had two living being growing inside me and they are strong because their heartbeat was so strong.
This gave me the strength I needed. If my babies are strong then as their mother I need to be stronger for them.
I picked up myself and tried to make myself better for my babies. Giving birth to them is another story for another day. The pain I felt was so unbearable but I tried to take it just so I can see my babies.
After giving birth to them I got a better job then I build myself physically so I can protect them. I will never let anyone take my babies from me.
I was living happily but then not all happy moments last long.
Right now I am giving a month to move out of the pack which I am staying presently. It's the rule to accommodate strangers for at most five years but after that they are expected to leave except they found their mates in the pack.
I have to move away with my babies but I don't know where to go to next.
I left my two angels to play while I went back to my room to keep thinking of what next to do.
When I got to my bedroom, I met my phone ringing on the bed.
I rushed and picked my phone. It was my friend Jenny who is my only friend in this pack.
“Hello Jenny how are you doing?” I asked her.
“I should be the one asking you that question Ocean although I think I already know the answer. Your voice sounds so tired. I am sure you are still thinking of where to move into right?” she asked.
“I can't stop thinking about it because I have less than two weeks to move or I will be thrown out. I don't know where to go to.” I said to her.
And there is no way I can go back to my former pack. I have nothing to do with them ever.
I said this in my mind.
“I heard that the next pack after us accepts strangers especially female wolves. I'm sure if they see you with your kids they will accept you. I just heard this now so I decided to let you know.” Jenny said.
“Are you for real Jenny? Which pack is that?” I asked.
“Silver pack.”
The moment she mentioned that, my heart beat changed.
“Are you crazy? You want me to go to that pack? Haven't you heard what people say about that pack. It's not good news and you want me to go. No I can't risk my life and children's life.” I said to her.
“Ocean this is the only solution you have or else your children and yourself will be thrown out and become rogues. Which is better? Silver pack or being rogues?”
She just put me in a really tight corner. I hate to say this but she is right. It's better for my children to live in a pack than become rogues.
I have no other choice but to go there. Even if it means me becoming a crazy she wolf to protect my pups. I will be just that because no one is going to hurt them.
Not even the so called scary members and the leaders of silver pack.