Hope After his birthday Zayn seemed so much calmer. He seemed to be more present when dealing with pack members, more focused when handling work affairs and business related deals. He was the best version of himself and remained calm even though we still had a lot going on with Eva on the loose and the Book of Shadows in her possession. Zayn had Matt and Kyle working around the clock to locate her, all our allies have also been looking for her day in and out. But she was nowhere to be found. Zayn was getting desperate to find Eva and end her treacherous life. He tried his best to hide his fears from me but I knew he was suffering in silence. He feared for the safety of our pack and for the life of our pups. He didn’t want them to have to suffer with her still threatening our lives.