My Mate My Hope

Hope Zayn and I have been married for a little over a year now and although we are both busy most of the time, we still make time for one another. For our one year anniversary we went back to where it all started, Hawaii. We spent a weekend away under the Hawaiian sun. I love my husband and my mate, he's everything to me and ever since he's learned to treat me like his equal we haven't been fighting as much as we used to. Needless to say, I still feel like punching his lights out sometimes. Don't get me wrong Zayn treats me like his equal in the office, in our pack but not in bed. In bed his dominant side takes over and demands complete control which I don't mind, it actually makes for great s*x. The pack is doing great. Ever since I started planning scheduled trips for the omegas they seem happier which in turn affects the quality of their work. I also have activities almost every weekend for the pack members whether Zayn and I attend or not I make sure they frequently have something special going on. Last weekend we had a BBQ for everyone. I also kept up with Luna Maria's tradition of throwing dinner parties and hosting events. Of course I always had help from my mom and Zayn's mom. Now that I'm officially done with school I'm ready to have a pup but I also want to go to college which freaks Zayn out every time I mention it. I know he still has his concerns about history repeating its self especially since news about me being a Starrk wolf spread fast among packs near and far after our battle with Edward's pack of rogues, the few that got away must have spread the news. And on several occasions our allies would ask I demonstrated some of my powers. That always agitates Zayn and I don't blame him.  So far the only pup in the family is Matt's son, Maddox. He's the cutest little thing sometimes Zayn and I spend hours playing with him in the living room. Zayn and I don't really practice safe s*x so I have been a little bit worried why I haven't gotten pregnant. The thought that Alex might have ruined any hope for me and Zayn to become parents lingers in the back of my mind. Even after his death him and his disgusting family have an effect on me. My parents are doing well I still make it a point to occasionally have dinner with them and spend the night in my room. I know it makes them happy and the nostalgic feeling I get when I'm home is something I hope to never lose. My friends are all doing great too April and Eric are expecting their first pup and she is just glowing. Jason and Skylar are more in love than ever. He took her on a mini vacation right after graduation for a weekend. Derek and Cara are doing great they are both training to be warriors along with Eric and Jason. It's cute watching Derek and Cara fight over who is stronger. He hates that she wants to be a warrior but he doesn't interfere. Gavin changed three months after Amy marked him and he marked her on the spot. He and I are still great friends I love him as much as I love Jason, Derek, and Eric.  Zayn and I try to see Emily and Axel as often as we can she's a great Luna. She and I plan events and such for our packs together. She's still crazy as ever and drives Axel up the wall  but I think they are great together and the Moon Goddess doesn't make mistakes when choosing mates.....