Escape plan. That's what I need right now. I should continue what I have been doing the first two months. After I found out about my own mother's betrayal, I feel enraged and I am going to use that madness as a fuel to the fire inside me that wants to escape this damn place. I will escape no matter what. I tried to move the fingers on my left foot but it didn't even twitch. My body is still parralized but I am doing my best to do something about it. Hindi maaring hayaan ko na sumunod ang katawan ko sa mga droga at gamot na isinasaksak nila sa katawan ko. Kailangan kong matalo iyon at magawang gumalaw kahit nakasailalim pa sa droga. That's the first step. Sinimulan ko ang pagco-concentrate. Ang sinubukan ko namang pagalawin ngayon ay ang talukap ng aking mata. Mabigat iyon at halos aya