Hot. I feel extremely hot as if I am gonna explode. Napakatahimik ng paligid at tanging tunog ng mga kulisap ang naririnig. I should feel peaceful but no. There is something inside me that wants to be free. Rage? Madness? Why do I feel like I wanted to shout and use my hand and any part of my body to ruin something? Most importantly, why do I feel like I want to hurt someone and make them scream at the top of their lungs? I tried to open my eyes and the darkness is still the one that welcomed me. I tried to adjust my sight and found the surrounding much clear now. I am on my bed. Still on my bed? I tried to remember what happened. I come with assumptions that might be a truth. I wrote Sleav a letter on a book page. I throw my bag outside. Tried to talk some sense to Mommy and... A