34. Terry
We got back to the Palace this morning. I had helped unload our bags and I took Emery’s bags to her room for her. Funny how her room is right next to mine and I never see her in the hallway. I walk into my room and put my bags on my bed. ‘Why are we in this room when we should be sharing a room with our Mate?’ I can feel my stomach clench and my palms get sweaty from thinking of what could happen between us in a bed. I jump up and start to pace in my room. ‘Breath……Breath……Thats it…… Deep breath in, out slowly……and again. Better?’ I collapse back on my bed. Covering my face with my hands. ‘Mattis what in the hell was that! I have never felt that before.’ I say to him while I’m still doing the deep breathing. ‘I think you just had your first panic attack. Are you okay?’ I shake m
