17. Terry It has been a week since Lucy and I came here. We have fallen into a routine where we get up together. We don’t eat anything before training because the first day we did. We got so sick an hour into our training that Chris laughed at us. Telling us that we shouldn’t eat until after training that way, we won’t get sick. So now we eat after training. Then we hit the showers. We have actually been seeing Mrs. Laura everyday in the afternoon. She told me that with as much trauma I have suffered, it’s a good idea to see her everyday for now. Especially since I accepted the rite in a month’s time. She is worried that I won’t be able to mentally handle the situation. I have noticed as I’ve trained the last couple of days that I have this anger inside of me that is starting to come out.