I face planted on my pillow and screamed into it so it will muffle my scream. Why is this keep happening to me? Why am I so powerless against Shane? Every time he touched me, I froze up and let him do whatever he wanted to me. I wish I weren't so weak.
I felt like I could still feel his lips everywhere he kissed me. I hated myself for the way my body reacted to his touches. I felt like I should be more disgusted by him instead of moaning out of pleasure. I lay on my bed and cried myself to sleep.
The next day, I came out of my room and saw him hanging out with Jayce in the living room. Ugh, he is still here, I thought bitterly.
He looked away when our eyes met. Is he finally starting to realize how much of a jerk he is? I doubt it. I left the room immediately as I couldn't stand being i
