This was no good. Why did he have to come back and mess with my head again? Is he planning on bullying me as an adult too? No, that can't be. He is older and has a great career. He wouldn't want to mess that up just because he wanted to mess with me. Then why did he say those things to me, acting like he still wanted me? Ugh! I'm so confused. I couldn't sleep all night after seeing him for the first time in six years. I was crying just the other day because I missed him, and now I'm crying because he is here. I feel like I'm going insane. "What the hell is wrong with you?" I looked up at my roommate Mandy. She was staring at me intently as I rolled around in my bed while having a mental crisis. Mandy just came back from her vacation, so I hadn't seen her for a week. I didn't even hear