Shane's POV I went home and punched the wall. My face and body throbbed from pain, but I ignored it. I couldn't believe what I've just done. I tried to hurt the only person I claimed to love. I didn't fight back when Jayce beat me because I f*****g deserved it. I was blinded with lust and fury when she told me she hated me. When I saw the terrified expression on her face, I snapped out of it. What the hell was I doing? She didn't even scream. She just pleaded quietly. She trusted me, and I was betraying her. But even after all that, I couldn't stay away from her. I wanted her back, so I told her I'd wait for her. I couldn't leave knowing she hated me. She never answered my texts or call, but I didn't want to give up. I texted her again two days before I left for college. I had everythin