Chapter Seven
WalkingThrough Memory
Im amazed that Ive been able to keep my secret life from Ben. So far, no sign that he suspects anythingeven though I think the truth must be written in inedible ink across my forehead. Im torn and confused in addition to being obsessed; certainly Ben can sense thator can he? Although I might be successful covering my tracks with my boyfriend, Im unsure what Dr. Astin means when he makes love one evening and forgets me for days afterward. Have I become his w***e? The idea is both scary and titillating. But maybe Im obsessing on this too much. After all, weve only had one night in bed. Thats hardly an indication that I need to choose between them.
This is so confusing.
I thought the arrangements for my rope scene with the doctor were set. But
