After Liam told me everything about his family’s business and his role in it, I left his apartment asking him for some time and space to digest this information and understand where I stand regarding all of it. This is his life, who he is! It was hard that we had such an awesome day only to leave feeling like I was hit by a train. I had finally started to feel this was right, and that we were definitely starting something good. It felt perfect. How could I not see it was going to be ruined? Everything in my life works that way, why shouldn’t it this time? I never saw that coming. I guess my first thought regarding Liam was right. I had thought he had a bad boy vibe, and God was I right. How could I see past this? How can I be alright knowing I’m with someone that has killed other peopl