The jobs may have—well, did—sate my need for danger. The part of me I thought of as my dark side? I think so. However, they did nothing for my personal life. Mainly because I didn’t have one. As I said earlier, there’s a difference between being alone, and being stupid because I am alone—and lonely.
Yeah, I got horny. I’m only human. I took care of that problem on my own, using my memories of making love with Mick to fuel the flame until I came. It wasn’t as satisfying as the real thing, but it worked when the need became more than I could handle.
December arrived, and with it snow and the holiday season. By the middle of the month, Garth had the bar decorated with lights and fake garlands of pine. The customers loved it. Me? Not so much. It reminded me I had no one to spend Christmas wi
