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I missed her. I really f*****g missed her. I so badly wanted to just give her a call or a text but as soon as I picked up my phone, I would remember the last time we had spoken and all of the stupid, hurtful things I had said to her. I wanted to talk to her and just make sure she was okay but I knew if she wasn't it would be my fault. I needed time to think about our situation and I was trying to make up my mind. I guess my mouth decided for me before my brain ever got the chance.
The more I thought about it, the more I became so frustrated with myself for what I had done. And the more I thought about that, the more I wished I had picked the other option. I had just gotten so annoyed so quickly and I spoke too soon, said things I shouldn't have said, that weren'
