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E r i c:
"Do I disgust you?" she asked me and I noticed how her eyes had become watery. What? Was she serious? How could she not know how absolutely crazy I was about here by now? Because you're trying your very best not to show it Eric. My subconscious butt into my conversation with myself. That may have been right but I had my reasons. Maybe I was a chicken, I knew she wouldn't stay for much longer if I kept going on the way I had been but I just couldn't yet.
"Of course not. I- No." I replied, the answer she deserved was on the tip of my lips right now but it never passed them. Instead, I asked her "What would make you think that?" I gulped.
"Nothing, it doesn't matter anymore." That was the second time tonight she had said those words to me and I couldn't he
